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Title: Suicide..
Post by: (e) on October 12, 2003, 10:16:07 AM
Anyone ever think of it? or attempt?

Right now, its not that bad of an idea for me.
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Post by: -____- on October 12, 2003, 10:19:03 AM
Ive thought about it.  Never attempted, cause I hate pain :p  And when you think about it its really stupid.
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Post by: Samwise on October 12, 2003, 10:19:45 AM
I committed suicide last week.
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Post by: (e) on October 12, 2003, 10:22:00 AM
Im glad you can joke about something that serious sammy.
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Post by: mm on October 12, 2003, 10:26:49 AM
suicide is for the weak

no respect for anyone who takes thier own life

grow some balls
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Post by: Lord Nicon on October 12, 2003, 10:28:09 AM
Yeah i tried. I pointed the gun at my face and BLAM! Nothing happened. Then i tried to jump in front of a train and the train blew up. What luck.

Get some Zoloft, Prozak, Wellbutrin SR, Lexapro or something. All these depressed kids are killing me. Id say something else but i dont want to be responsible for you doing something stupid. J/K
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Post by: Halberto on October 12, 2003, 10:28:32 AM
I\'ve thought about it. But then I thought about how much shittier my life can be. I could have parents that abuse me or live in a neighborhood that someone dies on each week.

And I have the same mentality as mm
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Post by: Knotter8 on October 12, 2003, 10:28:43 AM
Well, imo we\'re all here alive for a purpose. Life is
kind of like a lesson. Alot off ppl say ( and I\'m not
saying that is true ), that commiting suicide would
be choosing the easy way out.

If you endure tough times, bright times will follow
and later in life you\'ll proudly look back becuz you can
honestly say you stood up to face the problems.
Yes, life can be tough, nobody said it was gonna be
all easy. Goodluck.
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Post by: Samwise on October 12, 2003, 10:28:45 AM
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Originally posted by Spudz
Im glad you can joke about something that serious sammy.

Thank you, I take great pride in being able to joke about all and everything. :)
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Post by: politiepet on October 12, 2003, 10:33:29 AM
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Originally posted by Spudz
Anyone ever think of it? or attempt?

Right now, its not that bad of an idea for me.

why exactly?
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Post by: Lord Nicon on October 12, 2003, 10:43:19 AM
Seriously, ive been in this boat. I used to think about it and one time  almost tried it but stopped for a few reasons.

1) Life has a long way to go for me and better times are almost certain to be at one point in it.

2) Its not being able to fight the stupid shit that you are going through thus implying weakness, but not completely.

3) If there is a God then you would go to hell and no matter what anybody thinks, Hell, if it exists, is no f*ing party and is probably worse then your current situation

Unlike Knotter, im not 100% sure that we are here for a reason but i do know that your better off fighting through w/e shit your going through.

If you do nothing to help your situation then youre just making yourself want to kill yourself. Thats just the story plain and simple.
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Post by: Deadly Hamster on October 12, 2003, 10:46:41 AM
There are good times and bad times, and there is no reason to commit suicide....

I mean yeah, life can be rough at times, but it gets better, so just dont give up and such....

Edit: and I dont believe were here for any "Ultmiate" goal or anything, just live your life how you want to live it, and just try to be nice to people.... and yep thats about it.
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Post by: Samwise on October 12, 2003, 10:48:51 AM
Yup, there\'s no valid reason to commit suicide*. Life\'s bound to get better with time (if you let it).

*Except if you were terminally ill or something.
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Post by: (e) on October 12, 2003, 10:57:18 AM
I have no legs.

:\\ i cant afford a wheelchair either.
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Post by: Living-In-Clip on October 12, 2003, 12:28:04 PM
Well...

Crawl..
Crawl with your elbows..
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Post by: kopking on October 12, 2003, 12:49:14 PM
yea, i used to thinkabout it daily at one point, for a long time, prob over a year, maybe longer...... i used togo to sleep most nights hoping i wouldnt wake up...

but i dont think i could ever do it, i just dont believe in it, so wont do it no mater how muchi would wanna
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Post by: politiepet on October 12, 2003, 12:59:47 PM
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Originally posted by Living-In-Clip
Well...

Crawl..
Crawl with your elbows..



funniest thing ever!...:laughing:

*hopes spudz was kidding*
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Post by: theomen on October 12, 2003, 01:01:21 PM
start kick\'n those nubs dude, or kidnap a midget and put a saddle on him.

I\'ve found in my experience, anyone who asks people to talk them out of suicide never have the balls to do it.  What pisses me off the most are people who "try" to commit suicide, if you\'re so incompitent that you can\'t kill yourself, you probably derserve to die.

So moral of the story is, no one ever respects people who commit suicide as they\'re cowards.  Suck it up, everyone faces some shit in their lives so quit being a little bitch.  Now come\'er and give me a hug.
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Post by: kopking on October 12, 2003, 01:14:12 PM
i would find it hard as i had no one to talk o about it, i had mates, very good mates, but none of them knew about how i felt, and i didnt wanna bring them down.. so had to just think about stuff a lot
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Post by: (e) on October 12, 2003, 01:14:31 PM
Yes Uncle Omen....

;)

BTW: lic im using that in my siggy thats ****ing hilarious.

/ im not serious about commiting suicide, i just thought what would happen.
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Post by: Living-In-Clip on October 12, 2003, 01:18:11 PM
I have to agree with Omen , in my own personal experience, the one\'s who talk about it and what not, don\'t have the balls to do it. It\'s just a way to grab some attention.

And go right ahead, Spudz. I thought it was catchy when I posted it.

:D
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Post by: Phil on October 12, 2003, 01:26:06 PM
I had a girlfriend a while back that would call me threatening suicide whenever I would hang out with my friends.  One of those moments where I knew that she was doing it for attention, but I didn\'t want to take a chance.  Yeah four months of that hell before I finally got the balls to dump her.  I\'m a happier man today because of it, and she\'s still alive.  All is good in the world.

On a side note I know what it feels like to want to die.  Hell I\'ve been hospitalized for it before.  Don\'t think I\'d actually do it, but I was convincing enough to scare my parents.  Not the best time in my life but I\'m very glad I didn\'t kill myself.  Too much to live for.
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Post by: Kurt Angle on October 12, 2003, 01:43:10 PM
I go through phases of mood swings. One day I will be fine, the next I will feel so unhappy and depressed. It makes me feel like I have no energy at all and makes you want to just curl up and go to sleep. I can\'t say I have ever contemplated suicide though.
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Post by: (e) on October 12, 2003, 02:50:40 PM
Well im stuffed on anti depresseants.

i see the ****ing psycho monthly.

i dont know- im just ****ed up in the head. :laughing:

anyone ever cut themselves just for fun?
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Post by: theomen on October 12, 2003, 03:16:23 PM
I cut babies for my ammusment.  I do pro bono work as a Mohel, nothing calms you down like cuting forskin off a baby.
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Post by: Luke on October 12, 2003, 03:36:53 PM
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Originally posted by Spudz


anyone ever cut themselves just for fun?



I have scars up and down my left forarm from doing that when I was younger.


Dunno what the hell I was thinking.
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Post by: Deadly Hamster on October 12, 2003, 03:44:35 PM
I dont cut myself, but i think its a very common problem among teens, and i\'ve known people that have done it...
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Post by: (e) on October 12, 2003, 04:04:07 PM
last year someone was expelled because they cut themselves and smeared "DIE MR. STALEY" (he is the principal), lol, it was sort of funny though, no one likes him..
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Post by: Phil on October 12, 2003, 04:48:15 PM
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Originally posted by Luke
I have scars up and down my left forarm from doing that when I was younger.


Dunno what the hell I was thinking.


same here

Crazy things happen when I get pissed at myself.....
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Post by: (e) on October 12, 2003, 05:31:29 PM
Like that one time you came over to my house in a leotard, and old socks.

Boy that was some great sex.
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Post by: ##RaCeR## on October 12, 2003, 08:04:08 PM
People who kill themselves have no respect or love for the loveones they leave behind.

I dont know how some of these creepy little teenagers like Spudz can bitch about how \'oh so\' hard life can be. Look at the bloody kids in Africa who are dieing of Aids and that have no food or nothing, no education, no homes, no families etc. Then look at the sex slaves who work on the streets of Thailand for all the horn bag western pedo\'s. Or take a look at the friggen kids of Russia who work in sweat shop factories etc.

Yeah, lets go cut ourselves because our bloody parents wont stop bitching to clean our rooms and spread blood all over our beds in our two story houses because my ****ing mother wont give me some money for cigarettes. Oh the problems of this world are just oh so hard I just cant take it anymore.

You sound like a ****ing spoilt little brat that needs a kick up the ass in the right direction.
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Post by: theomen on October 12, 2003, 08:51:47 PM
my mom took away my pokemon cards, so I carved pincachoo into my ass with a broken coke bottle
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Post by: Samwise on October 12, 2003, 11:21:19 PM
Heh, for once I agree with Racer. It\'s all about perspective.

And btw, I don\'t get the whole \'cut yourself\' thing. Cutting others I understand (;)), but yourself? No way I\'d do that.
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Post by: Cerberus on October 13, 2003, 12:23:45 AM
I think everyone thinks about it once in a while. I do on a regular basis, but it doesn\'t mean I\'ll ever do it.
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Post by: SER on October 13, 2003, 01:46:29 AM
haha omen you are hilarious.

Anyway suicide is for sissies.
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Post by: ##RaCeR## on October 13, 2003, 03:24:49 AM
People cut themselves because they are testing their own limits. It puts them in control over what they are doing, they can stop whenever they want and say "this is too far"

People that self mutilate generally have people in their lives trying to control them (ok thats ever teenager but you get my drift) and quite often have image problems. I have a friend who has scars all down her thighs from cutting herself. She was adopted and it was her way of controlling her own life.
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Post by: Titan on October 13, 2003, 10:58:24 AM
I\'ve thought about suicide. I never even tried to attepmt it. I usually am depressed when I think about it but I always look toward the future. See that bright times will happen and all the stuff I\'ll miss out on. Children, a great career, my friends, a hot wife (hehe. I can dream can\'t I?), and basically my whole life that I can enjoy. Why end it over something small during depression and that is only temporary. Suicide is the cowards way out.
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Post by: Phil on October 13, 2003, 12:48:54 PM
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Originally posted by ##RaCeR##
People cut themselves because they are testing their own limits. It puts them in control over what they are doing, they can stop whenever they want and say "this is too far"

People that self mutilate generally have people in their lives trying to control them (ok thats ever teenager but you get my drift) and quite often have image problems. I have a friend who has scars all down her thighs from cutting herself. She was adopted and it was her way of controlling her own life.


or they have medical problems......I myself deal with OCD and chronic depression.  I\'ve been on and off medication all my life.  Don\'t assume too much Racer.
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Post by: Living-In-Clip on October 13, 2003, 12:51:03 PM
Agree\'d with Phil. I\'ve been on different medications, been diagnosed and my mother has also. Don\'t assume such things.

With that said, I still think crawling with your elbows is a brilliant idea!
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Post by: ##RaCeR## on October 13, 2003, 01:57:53 PM
I didn\'t assume anything. Of course there are people out there with chronic mental illness, and doing who knows what to their bodies probably makes them feel better. Notice how I also used the word \'generally\'. I wish people here would learn to read before jumping the gun.

Im just saying that most out there need a good kick up the ass for them to just grow up and stop complaining, but yes there are people out there that do have medical conditions that cause harmful behaviour.
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Post by: Phil on October 13, 2003, 02:04:55 PM
Actually in your first paragraph you neglected to put generally.It made you sound as if you assumed that everyone that cuts themselves are trying to test limits.  I can read, and I suggest you proofread.

As for people needing a kick up their ass for it. Eh maybe, but generally people who do it have problems that need to be dealt with and kicking their ass isn\'t going to help.
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Post by: (e) on October 13, 2003, 03:13:02 PM
Racer your a ****ing idiot.

Where was I serious about commiting suicide? I said its always a thought, and you think they are pussies for doing it?

You think its being a pussy to actually go through the terror of that? Thats something that takes balls, something that isnt looked up to, but dreaded by everyone. Dont go saying they are pussies.

Some people just cut themselves because they love pain. Im sure some of you have heard of S&M. Its the same thing.

BTW: Racer how the hell would you know how I feel? For all you know, I could be god damn abused by my family every day, raped, terrorized at school, my life within inches of an end, and much worse. Sure they have AIDs and homelessness in Africa. But you know what? They know no other life, to them its hard- but they have no clue how hard it is for me.

Dont ****ing judge me. :laughing: Im not trying to be mean or anything, I\'m just saying you act like you know god damn everything- when all you know is what you have read, heard, and seen.
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Post by: ##RaCeR## on October 13, 2003, 11:14:27 PM
Spudz, I honestly dont have the energy to argue with you. Maybe your terrorized at school because your an asshole. Maybe your family hate you because you don\'t respect any of them. Maybe your life is within inches of its end because you don\'t love yourself enough to change it. Its always someone elses fault, never your own... Your an attention seeker. Its been obvious since the first day you posted here. Grow up.
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Post by: Samwise on October 13, 2003, 11:44:03 PM
Racer, you scare me. Stop making sense, will ya! :p

And I\'m a bit shocked about all the people on this board who are/were on anti depressives and what-not. Is it really that easy to get in the US, or do PS2 boards just attract more depressed (I was gonna say mentally ill, but that sounds negative ;)) people?
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Post by: mm on October 14, 2003, 02:20:09 AM
spudz might possibly be starving for attention
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Post by: Green Meanie on October 14, 2003, 05:29:43 AM
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Originally posted by Samwise
Racer, you scare me. Stop making sense, will ya! :p

And I\'m a bit shocked about all the people on this board who are/were on anti depressives and what-not. Is it really that easy to get in the US, or do PS2 boards just attract more depressed (I was gonna say mentally ill, but that sounds negative ;)) people?


Not just the U.S., I\'ve been given the so-called wonder drug Prozac over here in the UK too. Don\'t belive all the hype, it can be bloody awful stuff, all of them, SSRI or Tricyclic, makes no difference, makes you belch constantly for no reason.

Although that is just personal preference, I\'d rather cry for a year solid than take another anti-depressant.
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Post by: Titan on October 14, 2003, 05:36:33 PM
I\'ve never been on antidepressants. I can deal with my rare depression but I do feel I should see a shrink. I am a bit nutty though.
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Post by: Phil on October 14, 2003, 05:39:28 PM
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Originally posted by Green Meanie
Although that is just personal preference, I\'d rather cry for a year solid than take another anti-depressant.


Amen to that.  I hate the accursed stuff.  I would have never been on it except my parents forced the meds on me.
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Post by: Living-In-Clip on October 14, 2003, 05:42:55 PM
Been on...

Prozac
Wellburnit
Depakote
Resperidol
Lithium
Time Released Litium

and a few others.
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Post by: Halberto on October 14, 2003, 05:49:29 PM
I had a tiny knife cut on my LEFT wrist(I was so retarded)

And then I realized that its more of a way to get noticed.


And Racer, most people that do commit suicide probably think that nobody loves them. So whats it matter if they die?
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Post by: (e) on October 14, 2003, 07:13:51 PM
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spudz might possibly be starving for attention


Actually, I just made this thread because its an interesting subject. I consider suicide, but know I will never do it.

Someone close to me commited suicide on thier birthday, she jumped from a 10 story building onto a car; you think its a ****ing funny subject? No, its a serious thing. I just wanted to see other peoples opinion on it.

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Not just the U.S., I\'ve been given the so-called wonder drug Prozac over here in the UK too. Don\'t belive all the hype, it can be bloody awful stuff, all of them, SSRI or Tricyclic, makes no difference, makes you belch constantly for no reason

It has varied effects on everyone, I remember I took a different anti-depressant, and it caused belching, memory loss, numbness and many other side effects.

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Spudz, I honestly dont have the energy to argue with you. Maybe your terrorized at school because your an asshole. Maybe your family hate you because you don\'t respect any of them. Maybe your life is within inches of its end because you don\'t love yourself enough to change it. Its always someone elses fault, never your own... Your an attention seeker. Its been obvious since the first day you posted here. Grow up.


Honestly, if you were/are in a predicament I\'m in. You wouldnt be saying those things. You think its easy to deal with? Than why is an god damn epidemic? You think its easy just to say, "Hey! I wont be sad anymore!", its a chemical imbalance, and even that isnt positive. Their is no cure, nothing, its almost like cancer, you get it, and you have the smallest chance of being cured. Why did you post in here if its just a negative opinion?
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Post by: SwifDi on October 14, 2003, 08:33:05 PM
I don\'t care.

I just want everyone to know that.
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Post by: Samwise on October 15, 2003, 12:00:19 AM
I think SwifDi is gay.

I just want everyone to know that.
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Post by: Kurt Angle on October 15, 2003, 01:00:51 AM
This thread is depressing.

*puts gun to head*
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Post by: politiepet on October 15, 2003, 03:06:10 AM
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Originally posted by Kurt Angle
This thread is depressing.

*puts gun to head*


pull the trigger, I dare you! :laughing:
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Post by: Titan on October 15, 2003, 02:44:51 PM
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Originally posted by Samwise
I think SwifDi is gay.

I just want everyone to know that.


Everyone has known that.
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Post by: (e) on October 15, 2003, 03:12:37 PM
Honestly SwifDi, I do question your sexuality.

Even your species..