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Non Gaming Discussions => Off-Topic => Topic started by: clips on April 09, 2008, 04:05:08 AM
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This is just another story that kind of gets pushed under the radar,....and i\'m sure s**t like this happens everyday....s**t is crazy,...she moved to a better area to get away from the gunshots she used to hear(and i can relate to that), only to be harrassed by some ignorant fools?....i\'m naturally pissed at the obvious white folks that did this, but this is why i\'m only more pissed at how black folk throw nigga around like it\'s nothing...
Especially some rappers and black folk in general that think only black folk have the right to call each-other that....extreme ignorance at it\'s best...i just feel like grabbin those black folk by the neck that use that word, and smash their face into this article...it\'s hard for me to like some rappers when they\'re talkin\' about killin\' their own, and laughing and glamorizin\' about it when s**t like this is happening in their own backyard...
http://www.wapt.com/news/15828740/detail.html
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the problem will solve itself.
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the problem will solve itself.
Meh, hopefully it will, but i understand that racism will be here till the end of time,...it\'s just that in this day and age,...it\'s still a bit disturbing to hear that these types of acts are still happening,...i mean i\'ve seen more interracial couples down here, than i\'ve seen when i used to live in jersey, and i\'m against any discriminatory act against any group,...i guess it\'s just more intense when it\'s black/white because of the slavery issue....whenever i see interracial couples, regardless of ethnic background,...i always thought it was cool to see that,....that the couple in general see\'s no hurdles or racial flaws that prevents them from being together, but just accepts the other person for who they are....
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in related news, I saw my next-door neighbor nude the other day. (it\'s related \'cos she\'s black) there are 4 female med students renting the house next door. 3 of them are a lil too fond of KFC if you get my drift, but the 4th is about 5\'6" and 115lb, tight lil body, skin like a hersey bar. nice... her bedroom window faces my bathrooom window, and I got a nice 15 sec look when she was dressing.....
So then I painted "nigger" on her house, cos she didn\'t bring in her garbage cans until 3 days later.
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:nopics:
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Meh, hopefully it will, but i understand that racism will be here till the end of time,...it\'s just that in this day and age,...it\'s still a bit disturbing to hear that these types of acts are still happening,...i mean i\'ve seen more interracial couples down here, than i\'ve seen when i used to live in jersey, and i\'m against any discriminatory act against any group,...i guess it\'s just more intense when it\'s black/white because of the slavery issue....whenever i see interracial couples, regardless of ethnic background,...i always thought it was cool to see that,....that the couple in general see\'s no hurdles or racial flaws that prevents them from being together, but just accepts the other person for who they are....
Agreed. What I don\'t understand is why people are still discriminating each other because of slavery. I can see back in the day and when that generation that experienced it is still alive. But I don\'t see why it has bearing today. Our generation had nothing to do with slavery and it is still an issue.
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Like why people still go to Memphis for Elvis\' birthday. Pretty much the same thing.
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So then I painted "meet me later" on her house, cos she didn\'t bring in her garbage cans until 3 days later.
*fixed*.....damn Chizz listen,...you don\'t have to hide your racist deep desire to smash a black chick....those slavery days are over,...you white folk don\'t have to sneak around or wait until your wife is sleep to go to your black mistress,....just man up and ask her out....:D
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This is just another story that kind of gets pushed under the radar,....and i\'m sure s**t like this happens everyday....s**t is crazy,...she moved to a better area to get away from the gunshots she used to hear(and i can relate to that), only to be harrassed by some ignorant fools?....i\'m naturally pissed at the obvious white folks that did this, but this is why i\'m only more pissed at how black folk throw nigga around like it\'s nothing...
Especially some rappers and black folk in general that think only black folk have the right to call each-other that....extreme ignorance at it\'s best...i just feel like grabbin those black folk by the neck that use that word, and smash their face into this article...it\'s hard for me to like some rappers when they\'re talkin\' about killin\' their own, and laughing and glamorizin\' about it when s**t like this is happening in their own backyard...
http://www.wapt.com/news/15828740/detail.html
N*gga shut up
j/k
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N*gga shut up
j/k
Damn...youngpeople....i try to show ya\'ll a better way, and you youngheads have no respect fer your elders...:mad:...:p....*gives qdog roots dvd*
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*fixed*.....damn Chizz listen,...you don\'t have to hide your racist deep desire to smash a black chick....those slavery days are over,...you white folk don\'t have to sneak around or wait until your wife is sleep to go to your black mistress,....just man up and ask her out....:D
I\'m not her type... you know... employed and fluent in the English language.
I see the type of guys that pull up to her house. Not exactly harvard grads...:fro:
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I\'m not her type... you know... employed and fluent in the English language.
I see the type of guys that pull up to her house. Not exactly harvard grads...:fro:
You truly are the Archie Bunker of this forum aren\'t you?.....
Anyway has anybody here dated outside of their race?....i\'ve already told ya\'ll the story of that melrose place lookin\' chick, but there was also this fine-ass jewish chick i met at the same club,...(when i broke up with my last gf before i met my wife, i met ALOT of women)....anyway this jewish chick looked like that chic from cabin fever,...the one with the long brown hair that had that one scene in the tub with her skin peeling away.
She had a very strong accent, and her exact words while we were on the dance floor was "I want to have you"...:p....yo, shorty had a nice ass frame,...and she had nice backyard banger to boot....long story short we ended up leavin\' the club, and she lived somewhere waay uptown(nyc),...near central park, and we were just talkin\' in general and she stated that her family would never accept her talkin\' to anybody or bein\' with anybody that wasn\'t jewish....they were really strict about that stuff.
I really didn\'t care at the time, since i was a bit buzzed, but i ended up crushin\' her guts her out somethin\' terrible, and i never saw her again...it\'s funny how these young girls grow up in these strict families and when they\'re finally old enough they\'ll sneak around to be with whoever they want to be with....and i don\'t want to call this chic a hoe, but when you\'re too strict on your kids, i think that will only make them be more off the hook when they finally are old enough to be out on their own...
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My last gf (all the way back in college) was blick (half black & half white) and she fukking awesome at fooling around. I lubs mixed races period. If you stick to one your dating life probably isn\'t nearly as exciting
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Puerto Rican and Filipino chicks. Haven\'t gotten any more exotic than that though. Could always go for some jungle fever if the opportunity ever arose.:fro:
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Agreed. What I don\'t understand is why people are still discriminating each other because of slavery. I can see back in the day and when that generation that experienced it is still alive. But I don\'t see why it has bearing today. Our generation had nothing to do with slavery and it is still an issue.
Nothing personal, but are you friggin retarded?
Until the generations of those that were born prior to the mid 70\'s pass, we really wont see much more racial harmony. Fact of the matter is that many that still harbor ill will b/c they were not allowed to vote and treated as 3rd class citizens are still alive. Many that committed or were involved in depriving those of basic rights are still alive and ignorant.
When they ALL die, only then will we begin to see real change.
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Even when those generations pass don\'t expect much, if any, change.
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I expect much more than what we have now. Those are the driving force keeping that BS alive IMO.
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I expect much more than what we have now. Those are the driving force keeping that BS alive IMO.
I could see racism keeping alive even after that generation dies off. i mean..if kids are in a city/neighborhood/whatever where there aren\'t black people, than theyre going to take their racist parents and grandparents point of views because they have nothing to disprove their views with.
not to mention almost all inner city schools are 99% black and hispanic, and broken down piece of crap buildings..we have a decent ways to go with social equaltiy. the problem i see is that we\'ve come at a stand-still. how do you correct all those broken down schools that are only filled with minorities? Just seemed like we were able to progress through the 60\'s and 70\'s by giving more rights to minorities, but now that they have the rights, it gets a lot more difficult to fix those problems
edit: that didn\'t come out the way i was hoping. basically, we saw huge progressions in society in the 60\'s because they didnt have the right to drink from things so basic as drinking the same water fountain as white people..now it\'s a lot more complex
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racism still exists, and won\'t completely die off. But, racism has gone down greatly compare to decades ago. I think we can expect to see the same trends to follow in the later generation as the amount of racist people getting lesser and lesser as later generation are more open minded and tolerance of other.
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I expect much more than what we have now. Those are the driving force keeping that BS alive IMO.
I couldn\'t agree more....the very fact that america is so fascinated with the possibly of havin\' the first afri. american or first female president,...when other countries across the world have already had either a woman or an african american as president, just shows that the american mindset and culture is still a bit behind the times.
And while i do agree that when that certain generation of ignorant white folk dies off, that race relations will improve a bit, i don\'t think it will be that much of an impact due to vipers explanation of ignorant parents passin\' that crap on to their kids...i do feel that in general that this younger generation is waay more tolerable of race relations than what was seen in the past...
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nowadays, we are more likely to see a person getting into conflict with another person in the same race than different race. that just prove that racism has gone down greatly compare to the 60 - 70s and earlier.
and also, even if a person of this race is in conflict with another person of a different race, it\'s more likely about something than it\'s about race.
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I couldn\'t agree more....the very fact that america is so fascinated with the possibly of havin\' the first afri. american or first female president,...when other countries across the world have already had either a woman or an african american as president, just shows that the american mindset and culture is still a bit behind the times.
And while i do agree that when that certain generation of ignorant white folk dies off, that race relations will improve a bit, i don\'t think it will be that much of an impact due to vipers explanation of ignorant parents passin\' that crap on to their kids...i do feel that in general that this younger generation is waay more tolerable of race relations than what was seen in the past...
Haha are you so scared of the saying BLACKS that you explain one in another country as still being african american....lol...j/k
Also, it\'s not just white parents passing that on and it\'s not excusable cause of the past on either side.
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I think African-Americans in our culture are synonymous with blacks. I\'ve done it before when talking about blacks in other countries without thinking.
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Haha are you so scared of the saying BLACKS that you explain one in another country as still being african american....lol...j/k
Also, it\'s not just white parents passing that on and it\'s not excusable cause of the past on either side.
:laughing:...i guess i\'m so use to sayin\' that word, that i forget it doesn\'t apply to other blacks across the globe...:D...and tru enough white parents aren\'t the only ones passin\' that stuff down to their kids, but in my experience at least it seemed like the racism stemmed more from white folk than it was black folk...with blacks it was more like...."you better watch out for those white folk" it was more on the side of caution rather than just all out hatred,...
It also seemed like blacks just wanted to be accepted and or just wanted to be on equal grounds with white folk rather than being seen as 3rd class citizens....i might catch a little heat for that remark but i know two wrongs don\'t make a right, but it just seem like more of the hatred came from the white side of the fence rather than the black side of it...even today when you here of those racial scenarios, 95% of the time it\'s white folks doing something against blacks....
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95%? I wouldn\'t believe it was that high, especially nowadays. definitely back in the day, yes. but not nowadays.
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Well maybe it\'s not that high, but the point i was trying to make is that, if there\'s an incident where black folks are doin\' something harmful to white folk, the majority of the time it\'s not racial,...they may be robbin\' them, but it\'s not a racial thing..;)...whereas if white folks are doin\' somethin\' to black folks the majority of the time it\'s racial,...again two wrongs don\'t make either scenario right, i was just sayin\' from a racial discriminatory standpoint, white folks are mostly the perps...
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Well maybe it\'s not that high, but the point i was trying to make is that, if there\'s an incident where black folks are doin\' something harmful to white folk, the majority of the time it\'s not racial,...they may be robbin\' them, but it\'s not a racial thing..;)...whereas if white folks are doin\' somethin\' to black folks the majority of the time it\'s racial,...again two wrongs don\'t make either scenario right, i was just sayin\' from a racial discriminatory standpoint, white folks are mostly the perps...
I think the media just sensationalizes white on black than black on white. I would say that there are more white on black hate crimes but I would also say there is a lot of black on white hate crime as well.
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Well maybe it\'s not that high, but the point i was trying to make is that, if there\'s an incident where black folks are doin\' something harmful to white folk, the majority of the time it\'s not racial,...they may be robbin\' them, but it\'s not a racial thing..;)...whereas if white folks are doin\' somethin\' to black folks the majority of the time it\'s racial,...again two wrongs don\'t make either scenario right, i was just sayin\' from a racial discriminatory standpoint, white folks are mostly the perps...
Not to sound like a dick, but black people can always holler racism when a white person does something to them, and whites have to prove otherwise...
case in point: My boss\'s daughter is in college, and last semester the teacher caught a black girl cheating red-handed right in class. The girl flipped shit and raised a rukkus and immediately started screaming racism. Then she had to be removed by security, because she assaulted the teacher. The girl has filed a lawsuit alleging racism. Now the teacher has to go to court and defend herself. The girl\'s case is basically that the teacher was unfairly targeting her because she is black.
Whatever..I\'m buying a cabin in the wilderness and homeschooling my daughter.... I\'ll tell her "you better watch out for them black folks...."
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I had encounter racism from an individual teacher, and it\'s totally different than your story.
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I had encounter racism from an individual teacher, and it\'s totally different than your story.
Care to share?
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Not to sound like a dick, but black people can always holler racism when a white person does something to them, and whites have to prove otherwise...
case in point: My boss\'s daughter is in college, and last semester the teacher caught a black girl cheating red-handed right in class. The girl flipped shit and raised a rukkus and immediately started screaming racism. Then she had to be removed by security, because she assaulted the teacher. The girl has filed a lawsuit alleging racism. Now the teacher has to go to court and defend herself. The girl\'s case is basically that the teacher was unfairly targeting her because she is black.
Whatever..I\'m buying a cabin in the wilderness and homeschooling my daughter.... I\'ll tell her "you better watch out for them black folks...."
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I believe that happened, but what i was pointing to was the more obvious cases of racism,...like when that afri. american was dragged from the back of the pick-up truck by some white folk in texas until his body literally broke apart, or the jena six incident,...those are clearly racist acts,....do some black folk abuse the race card issue?...sure....but i don\'t believe that when it comes to racist acts that it\'s a 50/50 thing... i feel it\'s more like 80/20 or maybe...70/30.
I remember back in \'89 when i was like 19 and i had just purchased my 240 sx brand new, body kit with rims and all and me and my menz would always go to this park in union,nj to play some B-ball and whenever we wanted to go there somebody always said.."damn, why ya\'ll wanna go up there?...those cops be trippin...(meaning those white cops)"...and most of the time we went through that white neighborhood we almost always got pulled over....now we could have stayed in the hood and played on the courts there, but there was this one court in union that was brand new. So even tho i knew we would get harrassed, i thought it would be worth it playin\' on a new court.
So in my experience and mostly everybody else in the hood at least when it came to interacting with white folk, *mainly white cops or down in deep hick country*, it was mostly on a cautionary level,...not once was any of menz like yo, let\'s go harrass or beat up some white boys or let\'s go spray paint "cracker" on somebody house....again i\'m not sayin\' that it doesn\'t happen, but i just feel overall that white folks do it more than blacks....
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Care to share?
appreciate for asking. would love to. I just don\'t know where to start and it might fill up like a textbook of at least 20 pages to explain my story. Considering my English is not that good, and my grammar is kind of all over the place, it might take a longer time than a better grammar person to explain it.
But I do hope sharing it now might helps me cope with it better. Its been killing me for years. Unfortunately, back in 2004, I remember writing like 22 pages of it and I deleted back in 2006 by accident. And back in 2004, when I wrote my life story of this school incidents, I made some errors here and there of how the events actually happen and I left out some minor important events too. And that time I was so mad that I didn\'t really understand what I am really mad about. I make it looks like I am mad at him because he\'s superficial. Then as time goes by, I realize I should have make it more clearer and explain that I am mad at him because he did something mean to me, not because he\'s superficial. He being superficial is his problem, not mine and it doesn\'t bother just as long as he didn\'t discriminate against me. Well, it\'s annoying when he\'s superficial. But nothing really personal to me until he discriminated against me.
I am a really messed up person that I really do suck at life and still struggling every day. I am really lucky that I am still alive to this day as I had been going through a number of near death experiences mostly because of this event that had happened. School been trying to do cover up, and mental hospital been trying to do cover up too. As soon as I realized the school and the mental hospital been doing cover up, I finally let it go about why the school and the hospital did the way they did. It was awful what they did to me. 100 times much worse than what the teacher done to me, but I let it go and move on. I don\'t agree with what the school did or what the hospital did, but I accept it and move on.
It was over a year and a half when I find out what the hospital done. had I known earlier, I probably would have been in less misery than I already am. I had no idea they were doing a cover-up and trying to hurt me. Even after I found out what the hospital done, I immediately got the closure and could let go right away. the hospital thought I would be upset and go after them if they tell the truth. So they did a cover-up, and make me suffer badly. They misunderstood what kind of person I am though. Also, it\'s probably hard to tell the truth so they lied.
They thought I would get upset at them if I get well, so they tried to make me miserable every way possible. But if I get well, it wouldn\'t bother me and I let go really easily. And mid 2004 to 2006, I was going through hell. And there are other bad events that happen to me in late 2006, and the most recent one was in December 2007 where I got the heart attack. But this time, it wasn\'t really about the school or the hospital cover up though. It was about this evil nurse who made me suffered because she can, and this outside doctor who is also evil too. Me being nice to them, and they tricked, tortured, and lie to me. It was very inhumane. i was very surprised. It was amazing that I still could let go and move on. that just makes me certain that i hate being falsely accused and misunderstood more than being harmed.
I just wish my life is less miserable than it already is though. I guess I have bad lucks life.
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I believe that happened, but what i was pointing to was the more obvious cases of racism,...like when that afri. american was dragged from the back of the pick-up truck by some white folk in texas until his body literally broke apart, or the jena six incident,...those are clearly racist acts,....do some black folk abuse the race card issue?...sure....but i don\'t believe that when it comes to racist acts that it\'s a 50/50 thing... i feel it\'s more like 80/20 or maybe...70/30.
I remember back in \'89 when i was like 19 and i had just purchased my 240 sx brand new, body kit with rims and all and me and my menz would always go to this park in union,nj to play some B-ball and whenever we wanted to go there somebody always said.."damn, why ya\'ll wanna go up there?...those cops be trippin...(meaning those white cops)"...and most of the time we went through that white neighborhood we almost always got pulled over....now we could have stayed in the hood and played on the courts there, but there was this one court in union that was brand new. So even tho i knew we would get harrassed, i thought it would be worth it playin\' on a new court.
So in my experience and mostly everybody else in the hood at least when it came to interacting with white folk, *mainly white cops or down in deep hick country*, it was mostly on a cautionary level,...not once was any of menz like yo, let\'s go harrass or beat up some white boys or let\'s go spray paint "cracker" on somebody house....again i\'m not sayin\' that it doesn\'t happen, but i just feel overall that white folks do it more than blacks....
Pshh, if I saw a 240SX with a body kit and rims drive by I\'d pull it over too ;)
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Damn paul, that\'s rough. Don\'t know what to say.
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yeah. I was in bad shape before I moved to that school, so I wasn\'t emotionally prepared to witnessed what this teacher had done to me.
I really hope that I don\'t go to school anymore and especially don\'t move to a different school just so I don\'t have to endure what\'s coming next. part of it has to do with my mom making many poor decisions to me and not believing that I am not physically, mentally, and emotionally well. She really did put me in despair many times. I think had I been stable, and moving to that school. I think I can endure it much easier, and can defend myself instead of keeping it inside.
In May 2007, I finally opened up to a psychiatrist that came to see me, and I remember some of the things that he told me that I agree upon. he said I was carrying a burden, and that I wanted to tell the truth.
btw. had you read the letter that i attached on my previous post yet?
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Not to sound like a dick, but black people can always holler racism when a white person does something to them, and whites have to prove otherwise...
case in point: My boss\'s daughter is in college, and last semester the teacher caught a black girl cheating red-handed right in class. The girl flipped shit and raised a rukkus and immediately started screaming racism. Then she had to be removed by security, because she assaulted the teacher. The girl has filed a lawsuit alleging racism. Now the teacher has to go to court and defend herself. The girl\'s case is basically that the teacher was unfairly targeting her because she is black.
Whatever..I\'m buying a cabin in the wilderness and homeschooling my daughter.... I\'ll tell her "you better watch out for them black folks...."
;)
You are posting on a message board and you have already demonstrated racism still exist. So how do you think it can\'y be possible in the world; If you are showing this behavior on a message board? In anycase this is just another example of a stupid bitch caught cheating. Yeah she is screaming racism but on the real the people probably handle the situation wrong. Point simple racism still exist no matter what and this bitch is just stupid.
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My brother got pulled over all the time in his 240sx, the price you pay for having a body kit, rims, and tinted windows. Come to think of it though...the car was black. Damn racist cops.
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My brother got pulled over all the time in his 240sx, the price you pay for having a body kit, rims, and tinted windows. Come to think of it though...the car was black. Damn racist cops.
Yeah. You don\'t see too many white cars pulled over.
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btw. had you read the letter that i attached on my previous post yet?
Yeah dude. I dunno what to make of it. Teachers can be unfair sometimes. I\'ve experienced that so many times first hand. I\'ve gotten marked lower on essays on tests and someone else would say the exact same thing and get full credit.
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well, the grades that he put on my two essay assignments are 70/100 which is a fair grade. But i was shocked to see 0s on the grade sheet that he posted on the wall. If I didn\'t check my student I.D. number on the wall, I had no idea he graded 0s on the computer. Those 0s are contradicting the 70s on the paper assignments that he graded. If I truly got 0s, both the paper assignments and the grade sheet should be 0s, not one in 70s and the other 0s.
If I got 0s for those 2 homeworks assignments that I spent hours doing it, I rather not doing it and get 0s instead.
Again, I believe he did that because he\'s racist. it just common sense.
When I asked him how come the grades are different. He said that because I didn\'t turn it on the internet, and that\'s why I got 0s. And he said that he told me in front of the classroom. And I don\'t like being falsely accused like that. I don\'t want the whole classroom to misunderstood thinking it\'s my fault and the teacher is innocent. This student who is his teacher\'s aid on different period approached the teacher and the teacher told him to show me how to make an account and signed up my name on the internet and turn it on the internet. And the student did as told. But he has this looks that kind of upset me because as if he thinks it\'s my fault and the teacher is nice and stuff.
I can understand why he would help doing a cover up for the teacher. Some of the reasons I can think of is because he\'s a teacher aid in different period. Second, he didn\'t see what the teacher did to me from behind. He only see one sided, and he did see me getting frustrated at this teacher and seeing me being mean at the teacher so he probably had the wrong assumption, thinking I was rude, or a jerk toward the teacher as if I am better than the teacher or something. And that\'s not true. It\'s actually the other way around.
And I was disappointed at myself for not clearing those up and get things straighten out.
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Oh yeah, if you skimp through on the last paragraph of page 3 of that letter is what start to get interesting and quite uncomfortable to read. I was really uncomfortable too of what I witnessed about this individual teacher...
Again, i wasn\'t emotionally prepared to endure it.
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teachers are hardasses about turnitin.com because plagurism is a huge problem in school..now teachers have turnitin.com which is a kick ass program for them.
our teachers are the same, and theres usually a few people in the class behind in turning it in to the site..he gives them a hard time, but ends up letting them turn it in late, im assuming with a marked down grade..at least thats the way he was talking, but teachers are usually a pushover when you talk one on one with them so they probably all got the grade they originally had.
he gave you a 70 on the paper because that\'s what he graded, then he saw you didnt have it on turnitin.com and gave you a 0..i wasnt there but it seems pretty clearcut if his policy is that you need to turn it in on the site.
he could just be a hardass. are you the only minority in the school? and have other minorities complained about him? if thats the case, then hes racist..if its not, than hes a hardass giving you a hard time because teachers get frusterated when students dont turn things in where theyre supposed to. they dont sympathize for any legitimate reason you have for not turning it into the site...
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he gave you a 70 on the paper because that\'s what he graded, then he saw you didn\'t have it on turnitin.com and gave you a 0..i wasnt there but it seems pretty clearcut if his policy is that you need to turn it in on the site.
he could just be a hardass. are you the only minority in the school? and have other minorities complained about him? if thats the case, then hes racist..if its not, than hes a hardass giving you a hard time because teachers get frusterated when students dont turn things in where theyre supposed to. they dont sympathize for any legitimate reason you have for not turning it into the site...
I came to that school on 2nd semester, he never told me about turnitin.com, not in person and not during the time i was in his classroom. He probably did told the students in 1st semester, but not to me during the first month I was in his classroom.
He probably took advantage of me being new to school, and discriminate me like that. Doing something mean to me already upset me, but to falsely accused me in front of the classroom to make him look good and make me look bad upset me. I wasn\'t really emotionally prepare for it. I suck.
Again, like I already stated on the letter, it doesn\'t matter if I turnitin.com or not, how come both papers are still graded as 70s? If he check the website and realized that I didn\'t turn it in, why didn\'t he crossed off the 70s and put the new grade 0s on them with an explanation like "come see me" or "needs to turnitin.com" like he did to other students papers that didn\'t turn it in the internet? Not only that, but he crossed off 90 and gave this girl 33/100 because she didn\'t turnitin.com.
Those students were in that school for years, and they were in his class since 1st semester, and yet even if their papers didn\'t turn in the internet, they still get a lower grade and the paper assignments were marked with the new grades, and the paper were clearly explained why they got the grade they got.
This teacher thought he could fool me and the classroom, and I did got fool, even I thought it was an accident and even I trying to be nice to accept his accusation when he said that he told me...by that he means that \'he told, but i didn\'t listen. so it\'s my fault.\' even though he never told me. me being nice to accept that just to realize 2 years later he was lying and he did that on purpose upset me....
The reason why I accepted that because I thought it was an accident, I was naive and thought that he probably lied because he didn\'t think i would believe him if it\'s was an accident.
Just to realize years later that he lied because it wasn\'t an accident but actually he did that on purpose. That\'s why he lied and falsely accused me in front of the classroom upset me a lot. Racism is intense. I guess many people don\'t like being falsely accused, or being misunderstood either. Me, I find being falsely accused and misunderstood more offensive than people do me wrong.
I am not emotionally stable to cope with it...
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is there a chance that you not being emotionally stable to cope with it makes a possibility that you\'re perceiving things different than what reality is? that\'s an everyday occurance for everyone, let alone if your at a time in life where your emotionally unstable.
if the reality is that he\'s a hardass, but you perceive him as racist, that would make your reality that he\'s racist, when in (his) reality hes a hardass.
im just playing devil\'s advocate to try to get you to think about more sides than that the guy\'s racist..its the best way to figuring things out rather than never thinking about other explanations for things
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well, i suppose the more accurate term to define him is semi-evil and semi-racist. He\'s semi-good and semi-not racist.
I have very good reasons to believe he is racist toward me. it\'s just common sense and that\'s how I perceive it that way.
Unlike students, say for instance if a student did something mean to me, they usually did it straight out, not from behind. Because they are students and they got nothing to lose. This individual teacher did it from behind because he works for the school and he could get in trouble for that. He don\'t want to lose his reputation and don\'t want to lose his job.
And also, while i was a student in that school. Most of the time, if a student do something mean to me, it\'s because i did something mean or bad first or something that causes him or her to misunderstood me. and they get even.
Honestly, I don\'t want him to lose his job either. All I wanted out of this is him to confessed in the classroom that he discriminated against me, and clear up the false accusations he put on me and apologize to me in front of the classroom and I should get the closure and forgive him and move on.
You see, had he not falsely accuse me in front of the classroom, then all I wanted is him to apologize to me in private. I don\'t need other people to hear it because I don\'t want him to be humiliated either. But because he falsely accused me and makes other students misunderstood me, it\'s better if he confess to the students too.
I just don\'t understand why it\'s difficult for people to accept that if someone is racist even when they have good reasons to.
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oh yeah, unlike other people who when got discriminated, they deal with the problem immediately instead of keeping it inside.
You see I wasn\'t emotionally stable before I came to that school, so when I got discriminated by that teacher, I stuff my anger inside thinking it will go away. I didn\'t realize i was still upset the next day I see him again in class. and still upset me from time to time. I realized mostly because i didn\'t deal with it like other people had.
I think that if I got the courage to deal with it by yelling at him explaining to him of what he did and if he apologize and admit of what he did was wrong. I would let go. And also, that\'s a sign that I shouldn\'t be in that school, or especially in that classroom anymore. I don\'t want to endure it again going to that classroom. I should quit that school or best don\'t go to school anymore until I am emotionally stable to deal with real world. Oh yeah, beside being emotionally unstable, I also have poor self esteem too. That\'s another reason why I didn\'t do anything about it when he did something mean to me because I don\'t like myself either.
The signs are clear that he\'s discouraging me to go that school.
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"Not only that, but he crossed off 90 and gave this girl 33/100 because she didn\'t turnitin.com."
^^^Well lookin\' at this, isn\'t 33 just as bad as receiving a zero?...last i remember anything lower than a 60 is an "F".....she may have gotten a 100 but because she didn\'t turn it in on the net, she eventually received a zero also...and paul i\'m with you on the racism thing, people who are racist even teachers won\'t come right out and say it, but you sense it in their mannerisms and body language.
But i kinda agree with viper in the sense that this guy just might be an a**hole...and i\'m no psychiatrist...but reading your posts gives me the feeling that you really have emotional problems goin\' on. And maybe...just maybe you\'re being a tad sensitive when people are bein\' mean to you,...it could very well be that this guy is a racist, but the fact that he also gave that girl a 33 even when she had a 100 seems like he\'s just bein\' hard on everybody, because again 33 to me also constitutes a zero in my book.
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yep, 33 out of 100 is still an F. But that\'s not really the point. The point was that he written an explanation, "needs to turnitin.com" on that paper." on why she got 33 out of 100 instead of 90/100.
On both of my papers, he wrote 70s out of 100s but the on grade sheet they were 0s.
Look it at this way, so you can understand why I am upset. Why didn\'t he crossed off the 70s and put 0s with an explanation why I got 0s. Why on other students paper, he written an explanation on their papers why they got the lesser score that they did. These students had been in his class since 1st semester.
I had no idea why my papers were graded 70s but the grade sheet were graded 0s until I approached him and asked him, and his answered was I need to turnitin.com. that was the first time I heard of turnitin.com and the first time he told me about it. Again, after I questioned him is when he told me about that website. But he said that he told me before...
he was trying to do a cover-up by lying that he told me before. I thought it was an accident, so I accept his lied. So, i accept his false accusation of blaming it on me.
I do have emotional problems going on, and I thought I can bare it, but I couldn\'t. See, if somebody did something mean to you for instance, you deal with it immediately so you can get it out of the way. I am saying for instance, even if you kept it inside when somebody did something mean to you. Very likely is that you can put up with it and let it go more easily and you move on. Mostly because you are emotionally and mentally stable to do so.
I thought I could put up with it and move on. I was wrong. It\'s very unbearable and it does causes some psychological damages to me. There are some other things that he did that I didn\'t mentioned that really freak me out, and upset me at the same time and I endured them too and didn\'t do anything back to get it out of the way.
You know what, had I deal with it, like just simply talking it out to somebody like a student or my mom or confront him about it at that time, and that\'s all I really need. Then i can let it go and move on. Hopefully.
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If everyone else in the class besides you and one girl used turnitin.com for your papers he had to have announced it to the class at some point and I can almost guarantee that it was on the syllabus. If it wasn\'t, you\'d have grounds for appeal to get your grades back, however I highly doubt thats the case. Profs can be assholes, and a lot would rather be doing their studies than teach, but 99.999% of them aren\'t going to be racist and him not offering an explanation about why he marked it as a 0 when it was announced in class/in the syllabus does not constitute as being racist.
//Didn\'t bother to read the entire story. I hope I made an ass of myself, otherwise, Paul, please stop throwing the race card out.
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I think I could post someone that would make him go over the edge but I wont.
Cause Im a nice guy.
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If everyone else in the class besides you and one girl used turnitin.com for your papers he had to have announced it to the class at some point and I can almost guarantee that it was on the syllabus. If it wasn\'t, you\'d have grounds for appeal to get your grades back, however I highly doubt thats the case. Profs can be assholes, and a lot would rather be doing their studies than teach, but 99.999% of them aren\'t going to be racist and him not offering an explanation about why he marked it as a 0 when it was announced in class/in the syllabus does not constitute as being racist.
//Didn\'t bother to read the entire story. I hope I made an ass of myself, otherwise, Paul, please stop throwing the race card out.
Not sure I am understanding entirely, but I do agree with you that about 99% of time that I encounter people, they aren\'t racists. It\'s very rare, and quite rare nowadays. Again, this teacher that I encounter is semi-racist. Not 100% but semi. Only this individual, not all the teachers or the students or any other people. Some people are superficial, but they aren\'t mean to me, except this one teacher...
I think I could post someone that would make him go over the edge but I wont.
Cause Im a nice guy.
When were you a nice guy? Thinking too highly of yourself?:D
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hey...what\'s a good ebonic word for "money"..especially one thatd be funny if a white person said it...
long, uninteresting story, but i need one...