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Non Gaming Discussions => Off-Topic => Topic started by: CHIZZY on March 09, 2011, 03:58:40 PM
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hey fellow dickheads...
I have chosen not to have a dedicated computer in my new office, so I haven\'t posted in a long time...
I keep in touch with a few of you thru ps3 and nerdbook. Anyone else who wants to keep in touch, my name is Kyle Chunco, FB me...
I hope all the old crew is doing well, sad to see vapor snake alone, naked and in a military prison for the whole wikileaks thing... who knew?
I have a 4 1/2 yr old daughter, bun in the oven, and a ripping studio space... had a project going, kinda fell apart. it\'s ok.
cheers all!
btw, I\'m chizzbot on psn. you may want to witness vid schooling me regularly in COD
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good to see you again buddy
... no computer in you office? how do you function?
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Hello Kyle. I\'m not sure if you know this already....but LIC may have passed away from brain cancer. No joke. It\'s unfortunate but that\'s what we know.
He hasn\'t posted in a couple of months. Sorry to rain on your welcome back party....but do stay in touch.
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Oh, wow. I read your post GMan, and went back to find out what happened with L-I-C.
I feel almost guilty that I wasn\'t here.
I wonder if this forum will still be operating in 60 years time when we all start popping off?
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Yeah, he posted pics of his family and himself. Just so we know who he is better.
I even made a thread asking him to post. Just...you know....to see he\'s not just lurking. He never responded. :(
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Chizz...what\'s up man?...wow time flies, your daughter is almost 5 years old already?...and another on the way?....congrats old man, that miracle pill viagra is doin\' wonders for senior citizens all over the world...:D.....;)...post more...:fro:
And yeah...we haven\'t heard from LIC in i don\'t know how long....i hope the worst hasn\'t happened yet...LIC was one of the coolest members in here and hopefully he\'s just receiving treatment and maybe the doctors can somehow reverse his situation.
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Can you link me to those threads GMan?
While we\'re here, if anyone wants to add me on FaceBook, my name is Mark Woodbridge - email address why_am_i_sober@hotmail.com
I get so mawkish coming back to this place.
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*sneaks in*
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*slaps ass*
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Hello Kyle. I\'m not sure if you know this already....but LIC may have passed away from brain cancer. No joke. It\'s unfortunate but that\'s what we know.
He hasn\'t posted in a couple of months. Sorry to rain on your welcome back party....but do stay in touch.
He last logged on February 14th.
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This is the thread where he made the announcement.
http://psx2central.com/forums/showthread.php?t=41674&highlight=brandon
I though he posted pics of his family here. Hmmm....must be another link.
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Hey chizz. Glad to hear from you and congrats on the bun in the oven. Dude, I remember when you made the announcement of your first child.
If anyone wants to add me on facebook that hasn\'t done so already, I\'m Chris Wagner. Or you can not search and just find me in the PSX2Central group. That\'s easier :) I\'m also flightlessbeaker on the PSN.
It is sad what is happening/happened to LIC. I\'m hoping for the best for him and hoping that he is ok but I\'m starting to begin to expect the worst. He usually checks in at least but he hasn\'t posted anything. And Gman, he did post his flickr one day.
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He has links in his sig to pics and stuff
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He still hasn\'t logged on.
Last post was November. I wonder if someone else logged on with his computer in feb........
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He still hasn\'t logged on.
Last post was November. I wonder if someone else logged on with his computer in feb........
He made a joke about bequeathing his password to someone so they could continue to rag on souly.
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I wouldn\'t actually put it passed him to continue ragging on Souly from beyond the grave... that might also be one of the greatest stunts the internet has ever seen
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He made a joke about bequeathing his password to someone so they could continue to rag on souly.
Knowing LIC he probably passed that little info on to his kids....both of his cute little twins will be terrorfyn\' souly for the rest of his life...:D
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Hi Chizzy!
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BTW - did LIC ever give us his full name? We could always check online... I know it sounds a bit grim but obits are posted online.
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He posted this on his blog today:
"Even a smile would do for now.."
It\'s funny (not ha-ha funny) when you have the chance to look back and see just how bad you\'ve screwed things up. I recently had the chance with my marriage and now that I look back, I can\'t believe the things I done or said.
See, my problem is when I get hurt or angry, I react and continue to react. I don\'t know when to stop.. I can go from loving to feeling nothing faster than the speed of sound (and I should know, it often happens before words are even spoken). It\'s a silly immature way of dealing with things, but it\'s the only way I know how. For example, my wife and I recently had a nice big blow out fight. You know, the kind where both parties know they are overstepping boundaries and everyone knows that each word is going to make it worse. Did that stop me? No, it didn\'t. It didn\'t even come close, instead I kept going. I kept pushing and she kept reacting. Eventually she was leaving for the week and I honestly believed her. I was hurt, but at the same time, relieved. It was a confusing feeling and over the course of the hours, I shut down. I drifted off, looking at the wall and not even really thinking about anything. Eventually, the hours rolled by and she came back. I was excited to see her, but I didn\'t show it. Instead, before I could even control my tongue, I looked at her with a dead face and asked the question no wife wants to hear, "Why are you here?". I don\'t know why I done it. I wanted her home, but I felt so much anger, that I had to once again break the speed of sound with my words.
Of course, the fight carried over to today and now, there is this tension between us. It\'s the kind where you want to smile, you want to hug, but you wonder, "is this just temporary?" or "can this even work?". And no matter how much you want those things, you hold yourself back, you\'re scared of the calm before storm. You\'re scared about what could come, if you just try those things. You\'re worried that you\'re sweeping it under the rug.
To make matters worse, my in-laws and wife are convinced that our son may have a mental disorder such as autism. I won\'t bother arguing about if he does or doesn\'t, it\'s pointless. He is nine months old and can\'t be tested for this stuff, but I will say, that I don\'t believe he does. And now, because we do have these fights, there is the pressure that if we don\'t "do better", my son will be taken or my wife has to leave. I feel like there is more pressure on the marriage than ever. I don\'t even know what to say to them now. I feel like I\'m being judged and they only can see one side of things. I think of them as parents, but when our marriage is in trouble and they get in the middle of it, I realize that they never will truly be my parents. They can\'t be. They\'ll always be her parents, biased towards her and no matter how angry that makes me or how hurt I am, I can\'t blame them.
Now the hours have past by and I\'m sitting here, blogging while Damien Rice plays and she drifts off to sleep next to me. I\'m sitting here, confused on what I should do. Should I embrace her? Should I ask her to take a break? Or would a smile do for now?
And Soully is a fag.
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LIC rag on me, haha. Swear that guy has narcissistic or sociopathy tendencies.
Don\'t wish death on him though, he seems to make a good effort on f@#ken his own life up as it is. Death would be to easy.
Man up idiot. Do whats right.
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Dear God.
He may have been an asshole with me but reading that stuff makes me feel really sad about all the things he is going through.
I wonder what kind of life he must have had at his younger age to turn him like that as an adult.
Or he probably suffers from some kind of depression. I hope there is nothing wrong with his son
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I gotta say, reading that blog post shows a different side of LIC than I have seen in the decade (holy crap) i\'ve been here. He\'s always seemed like the prick of the board. Entertaining, especially when its directed towards souly :p But seeing his blog shows the human side of LIC, a side that you don\'t see through the text on the boards. Glad to see he\'s still moving along and I hope things are getting better for him.
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Holy Shit! It\'s a unicorn!
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Alive, for what it\'s worth.
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is it weird that I\'m releaved to see you post and kinda wanna give you an e-hug?
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A round of e hugs.... Not sure what\'s involved with that, but I\'m wearing a rubber just in case.
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Whew!
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A round of e hugs.... Not sure what\'s involved with that, but I\'m wearing a rubber just in case.
Yeah...a round of hugs are in order.....just don\'t touch my nightstick, don\'t squeeze my boo-tay, and put yer hands where i can see\'em....:D...and LIC...check in more often...we worry about you in here ya bum!!...:fro:
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Yay! been gone for a year and have learned many things.
mainly that women are only good for a place to deposit my seed.
Hope everyone is doing good. Glad to see this place picked up. Hopefully my post doesn\'t get pushed back a few pages before anyone reads it.