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Non Gaming Discussions => Off-Topic => Topic started by: Jumpman on January 18, 2013, 04:07:14 AM
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Let\'s talk about something.
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let\'s see where this goes....
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Yeah I just wanted to derail a certain discussion that was going on.
I feel like if the forum was going to die, then talking about Paul2\'s penis scars was a bad point for it to happen.
WE SHOULD GO OUT IN A BLAZE OF GLORY
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If anyone should post a picture of their penis, it should be Clyde.
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If anyone should post a picture of their penis, it should be Clyde.
I feel like it would happen something like this
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Nothing Paul?
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yeah paul, seriously, how could you not?
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what do you want to know? if i know something, i will tell you.
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what do you want to know? if i know something, i will tell you.
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what about it? lol. that turn you on? good for you. i am gay. so only gay or straight men turn me on, especially if they are hot.
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if you don\'t feel any urges from those, you are doing it wrong, even if you\'re gay.
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eh. everybody is different. most people are born straight. i was born gay though. i remember having a crush at age 5 when i see some guys took a cute guy into a laundry room in vietnam and that turn me on. not sure what they were doing but i think either they are raping him or beating him up. not sure if it\'s laundry room or something like that. maybe that cute guy is in his mid to late teen i think.
i remember after i got molested at age 8 or 9, like after 3 days later, i was masturbating fantasizing about some vietnamese girls i knew in school and my mom\'s friend daughter who was around my age.
i think i fantasize about them for like several days to around 3 weeks? then i no longer into girls. afterward, its all about boys around my age or older that time. maybe i was mostly gay that time, and a little bit bisexual? then afterward, i am 100% gay.
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well there you go jump, that\'s how long it took.
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This should turn on Paul as well as most Germans.
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david hassleholf is okay. too old, can\'t really remember how he look like in his 20s and 30s.
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Nothing Paul?
I....can\'t....take my eyes.....off it *fap fap fap*
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I think if paul had come out when this place was thriving, then it wouldn\'t have lasted very long...
maybe rename this board "OK Paul, we get it: you\'re gay and have a fucked-up penis"
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yup. i guess if you are lucky, you will not get molested at all or at such a young age where its likely you will get a fuck up penis. i guess i get fucked-up penis mostly because my pee pee is still very premature that time.
i remember having stretch marks on my lower back maybe the first time i notice it might be when i was 10 or 11th years old. and i remember around 12 years old when i first started 7th grade not long, like for a few days in P.E. in middle school. some physicians check the students body. i remember outside the locker room, either before dressing up for P.E. or after dressing up for P.E., some physicians have the students line up for body check-up.
They told the students to take off the shirts, so they can inspect the body like front and back. and i remember some student guy in front of me has no stretch marks on his lower back while mine does. i remember the physician touch the stretch marks on my lower back and asked me what are these. i wasn\'t even sure and i didn\'t say anything and she just let me go and i went to p.e.
so, i guess the infections on my fucked-up penis spread to my balls, and to my entire body - arms, legs, torso, neck, and head too. the weird thing is i don\'t have tuberculosis shown on my face. you know like goosebumps pimples on my face like it does to my entire body. not only that, but i also get stretch marks between my legs, and on my lower back too. i guess as i grow up, the infections somehow affect my body like my back and between my legs where i get stretch marks. the saddest part must be the infection affect my brain where it affect my emotions. like you know how people get goosebumps when they get emotional. not only that, but it also makes me very unstable too at times and it affect my self-esteem like self-worth.
i remember a social-worker in a psych hospital asked the patients something like this, "does anybody here felt like they don\'t deserve it when good things happen to them." i remember raising my hand.
that time i didn\'t really think much about tuberculosis, but now that i think about it lately in this past few months, i guess its quite dangerous when it affect your brain because it messed up with your emotion and self-esteem. say like when somebody is nice to me, i felt like i don\'t deserve that person to be nice to me. that\'s why its best not to have any kind of infection on the private area where it affects your brain, especially at young age.
i guess the social worker seen or known how miserable i was, and known what i been through. she also knows i wasn\'t able to make decisions for myself too and i let other people make decisions for me. not only that, but when good things happened to me like it go my way, i felt like i don\'t deserve it. that\'s probably how she realized something and asked a very good question.
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I could say any noun and Paul would just start a wall of text talking about it.
Let\'s see.....
fisting
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Nothing Paul?
I knew i could depend on jumpy!!...*shoves paul out of the way*...;).....yup these white chicks have come a long way and are comin\' up...look at the fatty on this chick....if i wasn\'t married to tha wifey, i shoulda been an nfl or basketball athlete...:D...dippin\' my hot chocolate syrup all up in her vanilla ice cream...:fro:
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God Fucking Dammit Paul
This Was A Paulpenis Thread Free Thread
Fuck You Paul
You\'ve Ruined This For Everyone
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how did i ruined it? i am sorry if i did.
i am just trying to explain my personal life. i don\'t know. if you guys want to talk about your personal life. feel free to chime in too. i would glad to hear your life\'s story. good or bad.
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I love bacon.
True story.
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I love bacon.
True story.
Holy shit balls. Me too :eek:
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bacon? is that not a secret word amongst the gay community for cock?
paul? clarify?
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nope. never heard of bacon as a slang for cock.
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bacon? is that not a secret word amongst the gay community for cock?
paul? clarify?
Do not blaspheme bacon in my presence, sir. Or I will slap you with my glove.
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Do not blaspheme bacon in my presence, sir. Or I will slap you with my glove.
Is glove a slang word for cock too?
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lol. anyway, i just took a nap and i have a couple moderate to severe heartaches that lasted for a few seconds each time. must be the dents in my left nostril. i think the dents which clog the blood and oxygen from flowing smoothly through my left nostril. i think the oxygen was clog more so than the blood tough because the nostril was design for breathing. either way, it affect the heart maybe because the clog transfer the blood and oxygen and it goes backward, back to the heart which pumps blood and oxygen and it ache the heart.
this happened to me like a couple weeks before and a few times last month too. very rarely do i have heartaches or heart pain from the right nostril which is also dented, but to a much lesser degree? much more mild dents compare to the left nostril.
so, today, because of the heartaches, i fall into severe depression, luckily its only lasted for a few seconds for the 2 times i have heartaches. otherwise, i don\'t know how much more can i endure the aches and depression from the dents.
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You have sinus congestion which gives you that feeling of a headache. When the sinuses build up, depending on which side of your face, you will feel a headache on that side.
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nope, i don\'t have headache, but heartaches. its not sinus congestion but sinus dented or nostril bones were dented on both side, especially on the left side where its more dented than the right side which clogged the blood and oxygen from flowing smoothly there. especially the oxygen because your nostrils were design to breathe.
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You are confused.
Are you still in school? Take biology and basic anatomy. Please.
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nope. i am not confused. i have heartaches twice today. why should i take biology and basic anatomy when i have no interest in them. the last time i went to school was 4 1/2 years ago and i suck that i didn\'t dare to ask for break time during the 3 hours studying and doing classwork.
Mostly because i am such a disappointment that i didn\'t dare to ask for break time and even during the tests, it was too long, like 3 hours long each and i got sick. again, i am so disappointed at myself for not asking for break time. at least that guy gave us a bit break time for potty break when the tests was done partway, but i was just disappointed at myself for not asking for longer break time.
anyway, the biggest reasons why i don\'t go to school is because i am still unstable, and i am too scare to ask for like break-time or anything like that. another somewhat big reason is because its unnecessary for me. i got high school diploma and i wasn\'t happy and it doesn\'t help me with it like jobs or anything.
again, the biggest problem has to do with me. i am still mentally, physically, and emotional unstable and challenge person. so, school and work is out of the question for me.
who knows what i wanted to do in the future if i ever will be 100% physically, mentally, and emotional normal like any average normal person. if not, i won\'t bother with work or school because it gives me sickness, frustrations, stresses, and exhaustion.
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You should live on a farm and grow your own food.
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Paul. What do you want to do in your life?
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as for now, i think i just wanted the peace and calm for whatever i do like relaxing, walking, getting some fresh air, and some sun. listening to music, surf the internet, or whatever. just as long as i have the peace and calm.
i think people should get like 30 minutes of sunshine a day? who knows, its kind of hard to answer that because depend on how warm or hot the sunshine is i think. maybe like 10 minutes of sunshine if its very hot day, or 30 minutes if its warm sunshine a day? but i do know that you can never get enough fresh air, so try to get as much fresh air as you can because you constantly breathe all the time.
oh yeah, give yourself a break-time when you have too much fun like watching too much tv, music video, reading on the internet or book, sitting for too long doing those stuff or, chatting online, surf the internet for too long, or working for too long. i don\'t work but other people does though. i remember getting very stressed out from work back in summer 2001, especially from my first boss though.
say when i surf the internet for too long and sitting for too long, and too much watching video or reading, my brain get stress out. so i try to go lay down on the bed for a little bit. sit in the front porch for a little bit. or walking around the neighborhood for a little bit so i can relax my mind to reduce the stress. i also get some fresh air and some sun too.
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I meant in terms of a career or job.
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i have already repeatedly said i don\'t work. last time i work was in summer of 2001, late June to early September 2001. For about 2 1/2 months as a custodian aide. For now, i have no interest in any career or jobs though. i did do house chores though, and i been cleaning up the very, very big mess of my mom\'s bedroom.
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So...
Today, I had bacon at lunch. I got some fresh air and some sun, too. It was awesome.
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So...
Today, I had bacon at lunch. I got some fresh air and some sun, too. It was awesome.
We had bacon and eggs for lunch....because we woke up at 11pm. :)
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So...
Today, I had bacon at lunch. I got some fresh air and some sun, too. It was awesome.
Lucky. I ate a quesedilla for lunch (cheese) then went to work and stood in front of a computer for 6 hours retouching photos cause my appointment cancelled :^/ Got a lot done though :D
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cool. at least, i get to hear you guys life stories. anyway, titan, did you have any break-time during the 6 hours working?
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cool. at least, i get to hear you guys life stories. anyway, titan, did you have any break-time during the 6 hours working?
I left for a half hour to smoke a couple cigarettes and preorder Aliens Colonial Marines.
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Color Correction on FCP7 sucks. :mad:
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Holy crap Evi. Haven\'t seen you in a while. And way to come back and post that. My penis appreciates it :D
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Titties!