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Happy Birthday board / Re: Happy Late 2025 Birthday Kurt Angle
« Last post by Paul2 on January 15, 2026, 06:39:24 PM »thanks for welcoming me back.
Sounds like a good birthday party there.
Sounds like a good birthday party there.
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Off-Topic / Re: Got a new job!
« Last post by Paul2 on January 15, 2026, 02:25:57 PM »(continued)
if i remember correctly, there are some rare moments probably around last year of 2025 after january 29, 2025, like every few days to few weeks to few months where i thought that i might still not masturbate the right way because the white spots on my dick still didn't go away completely and much at all but when i think and remember about that i usually pee in 1 stream of urine instead of 2 reassured me that i mostly masturbate the right way.
around early 2025 to now mid january 2026, i didn't masturbate much. usually, i go as long as 9 days without masturbating, and on average maybe around 3 to 5 days of not masturbating in hoping to get rid of the white spots in my penis. what i am trying to say is, by far masturbating the right way should dissolve the spots in my dick and 2nd important thing is i think is to masturbate less often so in hoping rid of the bacteria infections in my dick sooner. i even tried laying down in bed naked for like at least 1 hour and sometimes i lay down longer than that, as long as several hours long on some to many days during the summer of 2025 with the electric fan on blowing where i was laying down in hoping to get rid of the bacteria infection in my private area faster.
i also tried shaving my private area with razorblade every few months like every 3 to 4 months to expose my penis to air so it won't cover my penis with hair around my penis in hoping to get rid of the bacteria infection on my penis. i even tried plucking hair mostly on my penis area during that time so air can get around and in my penis to get rid of the bacteria infection. but the white spots on my dick didn't go away completely. sometimes, it look like it dissolved, and grow back a little.
its not until late 2025, maybe october or november 2025, i can't remember that well, i try to twisted my right fist the other way like counter clockwise so in hoping to correct grip of my right hand holding my penis whenever i masturbate to make it masturbate more correctly this time so i won't pee in 2 streams of urine at all anymore. because i remember back in late 1999, probably late october to early november 1999, i got bullied in class in school, and this student boy wanted to beat me and i fight back badly, the teacher called the securities is what i think they are called. the boy quickly left so he won't get in trouble after he tried to attack me by pushing my head down.
so 2 securities came, and they asked me to follow them to the office but i didn't go if i remember correctly, so each of the 2 securities guy grab one of my fists, one on each side and made me walk out the classroom to go to the office. one of the 2 securities guy, the security guy on my right side bend my right fist inward with his hands as he made me walk out the classroom. he bending my right fist inward hard and held it bent as he made me walk out the classroom like that hurt my wrist and fist. as each seconds went back, the pain got worse and worse that i told him to let go of my right hand but he ignored me. so i used my left hand and the security guy on my left side let go of my left hand and i used my left hand to pushed the hands off the security guy on the right side who was bending and holding my right fist.
he still didn't let go off my right fist so i scratched one of his hands with my left hand's fingers and he finally let go of my right fist. he got scratched marks on his hand and it bled a little. i think he did it on purpose mistreating me, it might be a racial discrimination by bending my right hand inward hard and held it bend like that i hurt my right fist as time goes by. when i told him to let go of my right hand like several times, the security on my right side ignored me and he had a cold blank look on his face. the security guy on the left side of me held my left wrist but didn't bend my fist inward as he walked me out the classroom by comparison.
in the school's office, the guy that bent my right fist told the principal, she's probably an assistant principal that i scratched his hand and it bled but he didn't tell her he bent and held it bent on my right fist when he made me walked out the classroom. i don't remember if i told her that he bent my right hand/fist hard and it hurts and he didn't let go and that is why i tried to pulled his hands away from my right fist. maybe i did tell her my side of story but i am not sure if i tell her clearly enough. so anyway, i got suspended for several days. maybe for 5 days, i don't remember that well. a day later after that student (like bullied me and pushed my head down with his hands a day earlier), he went to school and he got suspended too i think.
what i am trying to say is, because that security guy that bent my right fist and held it bent like that for some seconds, it probably deformed my right fist. so even in mid 2024 and nearly the rest of 2025, my deformed right fist gave me not 100% right grip holding my penis as i masturbate and that is probably why i still got bacteria infection on my private and still some rare time, i pee in 2 streams of urine instead of one. speaking of peeing in 2 streams of urine, the 2 streams are usually didn't split out that far apart compare to years prior where i masturbate the wrong way.
so either around october or november of last year, i tried to correct my right fist by twisting my fist counter clockwise and twist it back up to undo the slight bent of my right fist. so whenever i masturbated, some days later, there are still some rare moments where i still peed in 2 streams of urine a little, that some days later i tried to correct my fist again by twisting it this way or that way to unbent the right fist.
i probably corrected my right fist to 100% or nearly 100% in probably around november of last year, but in probably late december of last year, i was worry its still 100% yet, so i twist my right fist counter clockwise to correct it. anyway, i don't remember exactly what happened in november and december of last year, but i think i pee in 1 stream of urine nearly 100% of the time, and in some rare time, it wanted to split into 2 streams again but the streams were close together apart though which is not bad.
in early january 2026, my penis felt a lot better and the bacteria infections don't act up much, i got a lot less unstable self esteem from it. like today, late at night or you can say way early in the morning, a few minutes before 1 a.m. today, i can feel the white spots on my dick dissolved some more, and i put on my eyeglasses as i was sitting in my computer and pulled my short down somewhat to looked at penis and i can see the white spots on my dick are much smaller. this time for real i think, and my self esteem are a lot stable too and it didn't unstable my self-esteem much. probably under 1 out of 10 on average by now on the severity of the bacteria infection acting up on my private area since nearly 1 a.m. this morning. i am very happy.
i will continue writing more later.
if i remember correctly, there are some rare moments probably around last year of 2025 after january 29, 2025, like every few days to few weeks to few months where i thought that i might still not masturbate the right way because the white spots on my dick still didn't go away completely and much at all but when i think and remember about that i usually pee in 1 stream of urine instead of 2 reassured me that i mostly masturbate the right way.
around early 2025 to now mid january 2026, i didn't masturbate much. usually, i go as long as 9 days without masturbating, and on average maybe around 3 to 5 days of not masturbating in hoping to get rid of the white spots in my penis. what i am trying to say is, by far masturbating the right way should dissolve the spots in my dick and 2nd important thing is i think is to masturbate less often so in hoping rid of the bacteria infections in my dick sooner. i even tried laying down in bed naked for like at least 1 hour and sometimes i lay down longer than that, as long as several hours long on some to many days during the summer of 2025 with the electric fan on blowing where i was laying down in hoping to get rid of the bacteria infection in my private area faster.
i also tried shaving my private area with razorblade every few months like every 3 to 4 months to expose my penis to air so it won't cover my penis with hair around my penis in hoping to get rid of the bacteria infection on my penis. i even tried plucking hair mostly on my penis area during that time so air can get around and in my penis to get rid of the bacteria infection. but the white spots on my dick didn't go away completely. sometimes, it look like it dissolved, and grow back a little.
its not until late 2025, maybe october or november 2025, i can't remember that well, i try to twisted my right fist the other way like counter clockwise so in hoping to correct grip of my right hand holding my penis whenever i masturbate to make it masturbate more correctly this time so i won't pee in 2 streams of urine at all anymore. because i remember back in late 1999, probably late october to early november 1999, i got bullied in class in school, and this student boy wanted to beat me and i fight back badly, the teacher called the securities is what i think they are called. the boy quickly left so he won't get in trouble after he tried to attack me by pushing my head down.
so 2 securities came, and they asked me to follow them to the office but i didn't go if i remember correctly, so each of the 2 securities guy grab one of my fists, one on each side and made me walk out the classroom to go to the office. one of the 2 securities guy, the security guy on my right side bend my right fist inward with his hands as he made me walk out the classroom. he bending my right fist inward hard and held it bent as he made me walk out the classroom like that hurt my wrist and fist. as each seconds went back, the pain got worse and worse that i told him to let go of my right hand but he ignored me. so i used my left hand and the security guy on my left side let go of my left hand and i used my left hand to pushed the hands off the security guy on the right side who was bending and holding my right fist.
he still didn't let go off my right fist so i scratched one of his hands with my left hand's fingers and he finally let go of my right fist. he got scratched marks on his hand and it bled a little. i think he did it on purpose mistreating me, it might be a racial discrimination by bending my right hand inward hard and held it bend like that i hurt my right fist as time goes by. when i told him to let go of my right hand like several times, the security on my right side ignored me and he had a cold blank look on his face. the security guy on the left side of me held my left wrist but didn't bend my fist inward as he walked me out the classroom by comparison.
in the school's office, the guy that bent my right fist told the principal, she's probably an assistant principal that i scratched his hand and it bled but he didn't tell her he bent and held it bent on my right fist when he made me walked out the classroom. i don't remember if i told her that he bent my right hand/fist hard and it hurts and he didn't let go and that is why i tried to pulled his hands away from my right fist. maybe i did tell her my side of story but i am not sure if i tell her clearly enough. so anyway, i got suspended for several days. maybe for 5 days, i don't remember that well. a day later after that student (like bullied me and pushed my head down with his hands a day earlier), he went to school and he got suspended too i think.
what i am trying to say is, because that security guy that bent my right fist and held it bent like that for some seconds, it probably deformed my right fist. so even in mid 2024 and nearly the rest of 2025, my deformed right fist gave me not 100% right grip holding my penis as i masturbate and that is probably why i still got bacteria infection on my private and still some rare time, i pee in 2 streams of urine instead of one. speaking of peeing in 2 streams of urine, the 2 streams are usually didn't split out that far apart compare to years prior where i masturbate the wrong way.
so either around october or november of last year, i tried to correct my right fist by twisting my fist counter clockwise and twist it back up to undo the slight bent of my right fist. so whenever i masturbated, some days later, there are still some rare moments where i still peed in 2 streams of urine a little, that some days later i tried to correct my fist again by twisting it this way or that way to unbent the right fist.
i probably corrected my right fist to 100% or nearly 100% in probably around november of last year, but in probably late december of last year, i was worry its still 100% yet, so i twist my right fist counter clockwise to correct it. anyway, i don't remember exactly what happened in november and december of last year, but i think i pee in 1 stream of urine nearly 100% of the time, and in some rare time, it wanted to split into 2 streams again but the streams were close together apart though which is not bad.
in early january 2026, my penis felt a lot better and the bacteria infections don't act up much, i got a lot less unstable self esteem from it. like today, late at night or you can say way early in the morning, a few minutes before 1 a.m. today, i can feel the white spots on my dick dissolved some more, and i put on my eyeglasses as i was sitting in my computer and pulled my short down somewhat to looked at penis and i can see the white spots on my dick are much smaller. this time for real i think, and my self esteem are a lot stable too and it didn't unstable my self-esteem much. probably under 1 out of 10 on average by now on the severity of the bacteria infection acting up on my private area since nearly 1 a.m. this morning. i am very happy.
i will continue writing more later.
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Happy Birthday board / Re: Happy Late 2025 Birthday Kurt Angle
« Last post by Kurt Angle on January 15, 2026, 02:19:02 PM »Welcome back Paul!
It's been a while so its good to see you back. Thanks for the belated birthday thread it was my 50th last year so I had a few family members come over for a little party which was nice. I don't really get much for birthdays these days but I did get a bit of money being a special birthday.
I'm officially old now
It's been a while so its good to see you back. Thanks for the belated birthday thread it was my 50th last year so I had a few family members come over for a little party which was nice. I don't really get much for birthdays these days but I did get a bit of money being a special birthday.
I'm officially old now
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Off-Topic / Re: My Late 4 Year Anniversary of Martial Arts Practice And Other Discoveries
« Last post by Paul2 on January 15, 2026, 04:54:13 AM »Since I was finally able to log in to this forum again since yesterday, might as well update on my late 4 years anniversary of martial arts practice and later and other discoveries i found during these times. i only got about 4 1/2 hours of sleep 2 days ago and only about 5ish hours of sleep yesterday and i still can't sleep yet today so might as well update on my martial arts anniversary and other discoveries too.
-so far to this day, i haven't improved my move #1 to the intermediate level yet but i gotten quite close i think. on my previous anniversaries i think i did say i improved to intermediate level already but i think i haven/t yet though. but it gotten quite close so far.
-same thing with move #3, i am still at beginner's level i think but so far hasn't gotten to intermediate yet either.
-since around mid 2024, around june to july 2024, i did it 10 times on move #11 which is doing cartwheel somewhat backward sideway on the left side on the 2 days per week of practicing that move. i practice it 10 times per day instead of 6 times per day on the 2 days of practicing that move at the park. on my previous anniversary, i did 6 times on late may 2024, but i increased it to 10 times per day since either june or july 2024. i kind of remember i overslept a lot on many days around mid june to late june of 2024 though that i didn't get to practice martials at all in those few weeks of oversleeping as much as 16 hours per day if i remember correctly. but i do remember there are moments seeing some improvement doing this move in either mid or late july 2024 though.
-so far to this day, i still haven't become intermediate on move #10 either. surprisingly, its easy to do but takes so long to see improvement. i think i gotten quite close to intermediate though.
- i did worse on move #4 compare to early june 2023. after early june 2023, i did worse and wasn't sure why that was until late october 2025. in either october 29 or 30 of 2025, i took the bus to a food to go store to buy a food to eat. while sitting on the bench waiting at the bus stop, i noticed my right foot if i remember correctly was tilted to the left side. so later that day, i pushed my right hip to the right to straighten my right foot.
maybe it was october 29, later that night i watched some clips of family feud on youtube and during fast money round, the host asked the contestant something which i don't remember now, probably what kind of exercise you do or something like that and the contestant said jumping jacks. it gives me an idea to do jumping jack the next time i exercise at home.
so the next day, when i exercise at home in my bedroom, i include jumping jack as my last exercise and i can feel the left side of my right knee hurts many of the time i do the jumping jacks. i did 30 times for the jumping jacks.
the next day, on october 31, 2025 while waiting at the bus stop to take a ride home. i was sitting down on the bench and this time, i paid attention to my feet and i still notice my right foot still tilted to the left side. like some seconds to some minutes later, i realized because i tilted my head and body to the left side this past few years if i remember correctly, it made my right foot tilted to the left side too. the reason why i tilted my head to the left side was because the compass on the left side of my head is broken and it couldn't balance my head and body and it made my body titled to the right side, so i tried to balance it by tilting it to the left side. also, i wanted to get blood and oxygen to flow to the left side of my head too by tilting to the left side.
so on october 31, i realized because i tilted my head to the left side too frequent, it injured the left side of my right knee. no wonder i got pain on the left side of my right knee when i do jumping jacks. not only that but it made my right foot tilted to the left side too. no wonder i felt pain on the left side of my right knee many of the times on some of the moves of martial arts practice at the park or wherever i practice this past 1 to 2 years.
so i tried not to tilt my head to the left side but by balancing it straight up center and let it balance or tried to let it tilted to the right side a little. so later that night on october 31, on the last exercise move i made which is jumping jacks, the pain on the left side of my right knee are mostly gone to no pain at all doing the 30 jumping jacks. thinking about it, if i remember correctly, i was quite happy to discovered that. a few days later or so, the pain on the left side of my right knee are pretty much all gone as i did the jumping jacks on each most nights.
on mid november 2025, after about 2 weeks to 15 days doing 30 jumping jacks per day on most days, i noticed that i can jump a bit higher. i was quite happy.
on mid november of 2025, probably around november 10 to november 12, 2025, during martial arts practice, i noticed i did somewhat better this time around doing move #4 after i tried to balance my head and body and not let it tilted to the left too much. the pain on the left side of my right knee is mostly gone too doing other martial arts moves like move #1 and move #10. i was quite happy if i remember correctly.
-on around july probably july 17 2024, (a little over a month after i posted my 3 years anniversary on this forum), i was helped by the scientists that controlled me and made my right hand hold my penis the right way when i masturbated that day. i used my entire right hand to hold my penis to stroke it as i masturbated. after a few strokes, it made me realized maybe this is the right way to masturbate. because before that, i almost always masturbated with the tip of my right hand fingers stroking my penis. i didn't realize that was the wrong way to masturbate.
because when i was around 8 to 9 years old, this roommate man touched me inappropriately and stroked my cock with the tip of his fingers because he is much older than me and his hand should be much bigger than mine so he used the tip of his fingers to stroke the tip of my penis that time, not only that but he stroke it fast to very fast. it turned out that was the wrong way too masturbate.
so starting on around july 17, 2024, with the help of the scientists, i finally masturbate correctly this time. i probably thought that time i masturbate 100% correctly by using my whole entire hand to masturbate and i lifted up the foreskin of my penis as i masturbate. if i remember correctly, as days and weeks went by, i think i masturbate much correctly this time around but still not 100% though. i can feel the white spots on my private under control but not completely gone though. overall, my penis felt somewhat better but still not 100%% though and my self esteem is still not 100% stable either.
its not until a little over half a year later, on late january 2025, probably january 29, 2025, i masturbate using the whole entire palm of my right hand, this time, i didn't bother lifting my foreskin all the way up as i masturbate but stroke it back and forth and do let the cum shoot out of my penis. i felt better afterward. because i was touched inappropriately when i was a kid, masturbating the wrong way also made my penis dried and wrinkly, i also got a scar on the back of my penis and my penis probably shrunk because of it. so my penis is small even when i masturbate, it didn't grow as big as i would like. my assumption is because of scar on the back of my penis, i got wrinkly and dried penis which i suspect shrunk my penis even when i got a hard on and my penis is not that big. kind of like a raisin which shrunk and got wrinkly from the grape.
by that i mean, i am a tall person and my hand is medium big, if my penis is small, don't bother lifting up my foreskin as i masturbate with my hand as there is not enough space to move my medium big hand back and forth on my small penis to lift up the foreskin. so if trying to lift up my penis despite it being small, i still get bacteria infection and it won't go away completely. unless my penis is big like long, then there is space for me to naturally life up my foreskin if there is a decent to good amount of space to stroke it back and forth i think. especially if there is space for me to stroke it all the way back which will naturally lift up my foreskin. so starting on around january 29, 2025. i didn't bother lifting up my penis and later that time, my self-esteem control by the bacteria on my penis is much under control and much stable.
also starting on that day if i remember correctly, i pee 1 stream of urine most of the time instead of the usual 2 streams. some rare time, it goes to 2 streams but a little though. not much. peeing 1 stream of urine most of the time instead of 2 streams must have means that i masturbate mostly correctly this time around. i am quite happy to discovered that if i remember correctly. compare to say like years prior where i still masturbate the wrong way, i almost always pee in 2 streams instead of one.
until around early 2020, after i clean the tip of my foreskin with water after i lifted my foreskin from masturbating, i then dried it off with paper towels and pulled my foreskin down. i don't pee in 2 streams but that was the wrong way to masturbate and cleaning it with water and drying it won't get rid of bacteria infection. what i am trying to say is, i been peeing in 2 streams of urine for about 27 years of my life before i pee in 1 stream most of the time. and about another 3 1/2 years of my life, i masturbate somewhat correctly and i pee in 2 streams somewhat less frequent. which total about 30 years and 8 months of my life masturbating the wrong way. then about another 1 year and 4 months later, i masturbate even more correctly this time around and i finally pee in 1 stream of urine instead of 2 most of the time this around whenever i peed. so, in total, it took me about 32 years of masturbating the wrong way to discovered that i believe.
i am spent, i am tired now. i am going to continued more later.
-so far to this day, i haven't improved my move #1 to the intermediate level yet but i gotten quite close i think. on my previous anniversaries i think i did say i improved to intermediate level already but i think i haven/t yet though. but it gotten quite close so far.
-same thing with move #3, i am still at beginner's level i think but so far hasn't gotten to intermediate yet either.
-since around mid 2024, around june to july 2024, i did it 10 times on move #11 which is doing cartwheel somewhat backward sideway on the left side on the 2 days per week of practicing that move. i practice it 10 times per day instead of 6 times per day on the 2 days of practicing that move at the park. on my previous anniversary, i did 6 times on late may 2024, but i increased it to 10 times per day since either june or july 2024. i kind of remember i overslept a lot on many days around mid june to late june of 2024 though that i didn't get to practice martials at all in those few weeks of oversleeping as much as 16 hours per day if i remember correctly. but i do remember there are moments seeing some improvement doing this move in either mid or late july 2024 though.
-so far to this day, i still haven't become intermediate on move #10 either. surprisingly, its easy to do but takes so long to see improvement. i think i gotten quite close to intermediate though.
- i did worse on move #4 compare to early june 2023. after early june 2023, i did worse and wasn't sure why that was until late october 2025. in either october 29 or 30 of 2025, i took the bus to a food to go store to buy a food to eat. while sitting on the bench waiting at the bus stop, i noticed my right foot if i remember correctly was tilted to the left side. so later that day, i pushed my right hip to the right to straighten my right foot.
maybe it was october 29, later that night i watched some clips of family feud on youtube and during fast money round, the host asked the contestant something which i don't remember now, probably what kind of exercise you do or something like that and the contestant said jumping jacks. it gives me an idea to do jumping jack the next time i exercise at home.
so the next day, when i exercise at home in my bedroom, i include jumping jack as my last exercise and i can feel the left side of my right knee hurts many of the time i do the jumping jacks. i did 30 times for the jumping jacks.
the next day, on october 31, 2025 while waiting at the bus stop to take a ride home. i was sitting down on the bench and this time, i paid attention to my feet and i still notice my right foot still tilted to the left side. like some seconds to some minutes later, i realized because i tilted my head and body to the left side this past few years if i remember correctly, it made my right foot tilted to the left side too. the reason why i tilted my head to the left side was because the compass on the left side of my head is broken and it couldn't balance my head and body and it made my body titled to the right side, so i tried to balance it by tilting it to the left side. also, i wanted to get blood and oxygen to flow to the left side of my head too by tilting to the left side.
so on october 31, i realized because i tilted my head to the left side too frequent, it injured the left side of my right knee. no wonder i got pain on the left side of my right knee when i do jumping jacks. not only that but it made my right foot tilted to the left side too. no wonder i felt pain on the left side of my right knee many of the times on some of the moves of martial arts practice at the park or wherever i practice this past 1 to 2 years.
so i tried not to tilt my head to the left side but by balancing it straight up center and let it balance or tried to let it tilted to the right side a little. so later that night on october 31, on the last exercise move i made which is jumping jacks, the pain on the left side of my right knee are mostly gone to no pain at all doing the 30 jumping jacks. thinking about it, if i remember correctly, i was quite happy to discovered that. a few days later or so, the pain on the left side of my right knee are pretty much all gone as i did the jumping jacks on each most nights.
on mid november 2025, after about 2 weeks to 15 days doing 30 jumping jacks per day on most days, i noticed that i can jump a bit higher. i was quite happy.
on mid november of 2025, probably around november 10 to november 12, 2025, during martial arts practice, i noticed i did somewhat better this time around doing move #4 after i tried to balance my head and body and not let it tilted to the left too much. the pain on the left side of my right knee is mostly gone too doing other martial arts moves like move #1 and move #10. i was quite happy if i remember correctly.
-on around july probably july 17 2024, (a little over a month after i posted my 3 years anniversary on this forum), i was helped by the scientists that controlled me and made my right hand hold my penis the right way when i masturbated that day. i used my entire right hand to hold my penis to stroke it as i masturbated. after a few strokes, it made me realized maybe this is the right way to masturbate. because before that, i almost always masturbated with the tip of my right hand fingers stroking my penis. i didn't realize that was the wrong way to masturbate.
because when i was around 8 to 9 years old, this roommate man touched me inappropriately and stroked my cock with the tip of his fingers because he is much older than me and his hand should be much bigger than mine so he used the tip of his fingers to stroke the tip of my penis that time, not only that but he stroke it fast to very fast. it turned out that was the wrong way too masturbate.
so starting on around july 17, 2024, with the help of the scientists, i finally masturbate correctly this time. i probably thought that time i masturbate 100% correctly by using my whole entire hand to masturbate and i lifted up the foreskin of my penis as i masturbate. if i remember correctly, as days and weeks went by, i think i masturbate much correctly this time around but still not 100% though. i can feel the white spots on my private under control but not completely gone though. overall, my penis felt somewhat better but still not 100%% though and my self esteem is still not 100% stable either.
its not until a little over half a year later, on late january 2025, probably january 29, 2025, i masturbate using the whole entire palm of my right hand, this time, i didn't bother lifting my foreskin all the way up as i masturbate but stroke it back and forth and do let the cum shoot out of my penis. i felt better afterward. because i was touched inappropriately when i was a kid, masturbating the wrong way also made my penis dried and wrinkly, i also got a scar on the back of my penis and my penis probably shrunk because of it. so my penis is small even when i masturbate, it didn't grow as big as i would like. my assumption is because of scar on the back of my penis, i got wrinkly and dried penis which i suspect shrunk my penis even when i got a hard on and my penis is not that big. kind of like a raisin which shrunk and got wrinkly from the grape.
by that i mean, i am a tall person and my hand is medium big, if my penis is small, don't bother lifting up my foreskin as i masturbate with my hand as there is not enough space to move my medium big hand back and forth on my small penis to lift up the foreskin. so if trying to lift up my penis despite it being small, i still get bacteria infection and it won't go away completely. unless my penis is big like long, then there is space for me to naturally life up my foreskin if there is a decent to good amount of space to stroke it back and forth i think. especially if there is space for me to stroke it all the way back which will naturally lift up my foreskin. so starting on around january 29, 2025. i didn't bother lifting up my penis and later that time, my self-esteem control by the bacteria on my penis is much under control and much stable.
also starting on that day if i remember correctly, i pee 1 stream of urine most of the time instead of the usual 2 streams. some rare time, it goes to 2 streams but a little though. not much. peeing 1 stream of urine most of the time instead of 2 streams must have means that i masturbate mostly correctly this time around. i am quite happy to discovered that if i remember correctly. compare to say like years prior where i still masturbate the wrong way, i almost always pee in 2 streams instead of one.
until around early 2020, after i clean the tip of my foreskin with water after i lifted my foreskin from masturbating, i then dried it off with paper towels and pulled my foreskin down. i don't pee in 2 streams but that was the wrong way to masturbate and cleaning it with water and drying it won't get rid of bacteria infection. what i am trying to say is, i been peeing in 2 streams of urine for about 27 years of my life before i pee in 1 stream most of the time. and about another 3 1/2 years of my life, i masturbate somewhat correctly and i pee in 2 streams somewhat less frequent. which total about 30 years and 8 months of my life masturbating the wrong way. then about another 1 year and 4 months later, i masturbate even more correctly this time around and i finally pee in 1 stream of urine instead of 2 most of the time this around whenever i peed. so, in total, it took me about 32 years of masturbating the wrong way to discovered that i believe.
i am spent, i am tired now. i am going to continued more later.
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Off-Topic / Re: Late CES 2025 and CES 2026 News!
« Last post by Paul2 on January 14, 2026, 06:39:07 PM »Quote
LG unveils 2026 OLED TVs: Both G6 and C6 get upgraded Tandem panelshttps://www.flatpanelshd.com/news.php?subaction=showfull&id=1767589748
At CES 2026, LG has unveiled its 2026 OLED TVs. There is no HDMI 2.2 or Dolby Vision 2, but C6 finally gets an upgraded panel in some sizes, while G6 takes things a step further.
Once again in 2026, the South Korean company is reserving its latest and greatest OLED panel for the G6. The 2nd-generation 4-layer OLED panel now features what LG calls 'Hyper Radiant Color Technology'.
According to LG, it delivers up to 20% higher peak brightness than last year's G5, and up to 3.9 times more than B6, in a 10% window. The numbers suggest that G6 will top 3000 nits peak brightness but we will have to wait for confirmed numbers until we receive one for review.
G6 also has roughly half the screen reflections thanks to a new structure and coating on the 55, 65, 77 and 83-inch models (not 48-inch). LG claims that it maintains deep black levels, a reference to QD-OLED which can take on a grayish tint in bright rooms.
LG G6 is based on the 2026 Tandem WOLED panel announced a couple of hours ago by LG Display.
C6 gets upgraded OLED panel
LG did not focus on C6 or B6 during its pre-CES briefing, which FlatpanelsHD attended. However, FlatpanelsHD has confirmed that 2026 is finally the year that C6 gets an upgraded Tandem WOLED panel with the 'Hyper Radiant' technology, at least some of the sizes.
According to our information, C6H in 77 and 83 inches will get a version the 4-layer RGB Tandem OLED panel. It is not the exact same panel/tuning as in G6, as LG cites 3x higher brightness than B6, so it is more similar to last year's G5. Still, in other words, the biggest picture quality upgrade to date for LG's C series, including significant improvements to brightness, color and energy efficiency.
There will be three variants of C6 this year. The normal C6 and the CS6 will not get the upgraded panel.
LG is also launching a new, more affordable B6 series of OLED TVs in sizes up to 83 inches. B6 will not feature the Tandem panel either. A new B6E appears to be similar to B5 from last year.
Is it confusing that LG is reusing the B6, C6 and G6 names from the 2016 models? Many years have passed since 2016, LG told FlatpanelsHD, so the company does not believe it will matter. In our view, however, failing to honor iconic products, which B6 and C6 certainly were in 2016 as the starting point for 4K HDR and the last great 3D TVs, is a mistake.
LG is also reviving its wallpaper OLED with W6.
What's new in 2026 LG OLED
Both G6 and C6H are equipped with the Alpha 11 Gen 3 processor, which on paper delivers a 50% faster CPU, 70% faster GPU and a 5.6x faster NPU compared to the Alpha 9 Gen 8 used in the more affordable models, according to the company.
In 2026, 4K120 game streaming from Nvidia's GeForce Now service will be enabled, launching first on 2026 LG OLED TVs. Bluetooth ULL (Ultra Low Latency) is also coming, with latency down to 1ms for game controllers – something that was previously promised for the 2025 models.
Despite the extra horsepower, there is no support for Dolby Vision 2 or HDMI 2.2. LG's 2026 models retain standard Dolby Vision and HDMI 2.1, with up to 4K 120Hz for game consoles and 4K 165Hz for PCs – just like last year. HDMI VRR, Nvidia G-Sync and AMD FreeSync are supported for gaming.
Dolby Atmos FlexConnect is making its debut in LG OLED TVs, allowing FlexConnect speakers to connect wirelessly directly to TV. This will make it easier to expand surround sound for Dolby Atmos movies and series without the cable clutter. DTS audio and IMAX Enhanced are not supported...
cool that this year lg top of the line tandem woled tv gets as bright as 4,500 nits. but probably after calibration, its possibly much less than that. probably around 3,000 nits after calibration which is still pretty bright. no hdmi 2.2 support yet though and no dolby vision 2 either. maybe next year?
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Off-Topic / Re: Late CES 2025 and CES 2026 News!
« Last post by Paul2 on January 14, 2026, 06:23:34 PM »Quote
This OLED display rolls out to ultrawide at the push of a buttonhttps://www.flatpanelshd.com/news.php?subaction=showfull&id=1767946400
At CES 2026, Lenovo and TCL CSOT showcased a concept laptop with an OLED display that can roll out from 16:10 to 21:9 ultrawide, or even further to a 24:9 aspect ratio.
Last year at CES 2025, we saw Samsung Display's first expandable OLED display for laptops, which expanded vertically to transform into a very tall screen.
This year's prototype at CES 2026, a collaboration between Lenovo and TCL CSOT, makes more sense for media consumption, as it rolls out horizontally to ultrawide at the push of a button.
Just imagine playing Cyberpunk 2077 in ultrawide after finishing your work tasks in 16:10, or watching movies in their native aspect ratio without black bars.
Rolling from 16:10 to 24:9
The OLED panel's default state is 16:10 with 2048x1280 pixels. This is not impressive pixel density, but it can roll out to 21:9 with 2986x1280 resolution, and further to 24:9 with 3413x1280.
These wider formats are ideal for movies, series and gaming, as media content is often presented in different widescreen aspect ratios.
- "Its rollable PureSight OLED Gaming display expands horizontally from 16 inches to 21.5 inches, and further to 24 inches, dynamically adapting," explained TCL CSOT. "Powered by a dual-motor, tension-based system, the rollable display unrolls from both ends to deliver smooth, controlled expansion and contraction with minimal vibration or noise."
TCL's push for OLED
It is a proof of concept for now, but fully functional. Lenovo has fitted the laptop with an Intel Core Ultra processor and an Nvidia GeForce RTX 5090 laptop GPU.
It is also part of TCL CSOT's push into OLED. The company already has a smaller OLED production plant but is in the process of building a massive $4.15 billion 8.6-generation plant, which will be the first in the world to use inkjet printing for OLED panel production.
Update: Here is a video of the display in action (via Anshel Sag):
https://www.flatpanelshd.com/pictures/ssstwitter.com_1768208294326.mp4
CES 2026 ends 5 days ago but here are some of my favorite highlights. unfortunately, i couldn't post the video of this laptop screen that can roll out from 16:10 to 21:9 and even to 24:9 aspect ratio. i think you need to click on the link in the quote to see the screen roll out and even in too. you can also click on the link of the announcement outside the quote to see it too.
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Off-Topic / Late CES 2025 and CES 2026 News!
« Last post by Paul2 on January 14, 2026, 05:54:35 PM »since i wasn't able to log in 2025. i couldn't post CES 2025 news here until now. let me sum them up about some of the interesting announcements made about CES 2025.
HDMI announced that they are making HDMI 2.2 version that can support speed up to 96 Gbps which is up from 48 Gbps from the previous HDMI 2.1 which is 2x faster speed. With that speed, i think it can support up to 12 bit 4:4:4 8K60p video in uncompressed mode. and probably required about 2:1 lossy compression to support it up to 8K120p video.
At 96 Gbps, it can support up to 4K240p video too uncompressed at 12 bit 4:4:4 color sampling. Maybe it can support a bit faster than 240 Hz/fps at that bandwidth. me personally, i am super happy with 120 Hz/fps video already. anything higher than that is unnecessary to me. give me a brighter tv screen or a monitor in 4K120 Hz over 4K240 Hz but dimmer screen any day.
At CES 2025, LG announced that they develop 4 stack tandem woled for their flagship top of the line oled tv. this tandem woled increases the brightness up to 2,400 nits and consumes less energy and has longer lifespan too than non tandem ones.
HDMI announced that they are making HDMI 2.2 version that can support speed up to 96 Gbps which is up from 48 Gbps from the previous HDMI 2.1 which is 2x faster speed. With that speed, i think it can support up to 12 bit 4:4:4 8K60p video in uncompressed mode. and probably required about 2:1 lossy compression to support it up to 8K120p video.
At 96 Gbps, it can support up to 4K240p video too uncompressed at 12 bit 4:4:4 color sampling. Maybe it can support a bit faster than 240 Hz/fps at that bandwidth. me personally, i am super happy with 120 Hz/fps video already. anything higher than that is unnecessary to me. give me a brighter tv screen or a monitor in 4K120 Hz over 4K240 Hz but dimmer screen any day.
At CES 2025, LG announced that they develop 4 stack tandem woled for their flagship top of the line oled tv. this tandem woled increases the brightness up to 2,400 nits and consumes less energy and has longer lifespan too than non tandem ones.
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Announcements and Site News / Re: IF YOU FORGOT YOUR PASSWORD AND A RESET EMAIL NEVER SENT, CLICK HERE
« Last post by Paul2 on January 14, 2026, 05:31:51 PM »lol. i am going to post new late birthday threads only for members who frequent this forums from late 2024 to early 2026. after that, it will be anyone who last post or last visited here for like maybe within 7 years or so.
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Happy Birthday board / Re: Happy Late 2024 & 2025 Birthday Titan!
« Last post by Titan on January 14, 2026, 05:11:52 PM »Thanks paul! I've been good. Been working hard on getting my business official and everything. I'll have to make another topic sometime. As for gifts, I don't remember what I got last year. This year my wife got me some stuff I'm blanking on right now lol and my parents got me Ghost of Yotei.
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Announcements and Site News / Re: IF YOU FORGOT YOUR PASSWORD AND A RESET EMAIL NEVER SENT, CLICK HERE
« Last post by Titan on January 14, 2026, 05:09:44 PM »
Now get to work. You have a years worth of birthday posts to make
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