So I saw one of our mutual friends a couple days ago. I\'ve known this girl for years but Becky has only known her for about a year. She set us up. Anyway, she told me that while we were dating I was all Becky talked about and that after we broke up, she was really torn about the whole thing. She also said that my ex wants to be friends with me. I honestly don\'t care. She did make an attempt to contact me the last couple days saying she\'s having big family problems, that her sister has done heroine, blah blah and said she needed my help. Had she needed my help, she would have taken it when I offered it. Hell, I thought I was helping by just being there for her. I dunno. I don\'t get it. When I was really depressed and when my life was shit, I always got help from the girl I was in the relationship with. That\'s what being in a relationship is for, support and love. Didn\'t feel like I got too much of either from Becky. Liked the girl and was good at some other things *wink wink* but it didn\'t feel much like a relationship. I barely saw her. Now it just feels like when we were dating except I don\'t get 50 calls while i am at work.
