i don\'t know i guess i ****ed up again .... or did i ? i was raised to think i was a ****upp i guess .... live has not gaveme 6the best cards ..but not the worst either ,, anyone played asshole ? i fell like that right now ? asshole is not always about having the best cards but something qabout what yiy do with them ...
i had a regular hand ..... she had a losing hand and i still managed to lose and **** everything .....
my mama always said life is like a game of asshole ... you never know what will happen
lol ......
i passed the last months wondering if i had a major tumor ..... i bled for 7 days ... spitting blood for my mouth and pissing it from my nose ! and the doctor all they could say was ..... we don\'t understand whats going on ! 1 eathing and sleeping on painkillers ! and now i am on the edge ... the intersection .....
the rtoad i will choose and what will happen to me ? .... i am sad....... and i am also sad trhat i lost my friend and i have to just write this loser thing ..... or maybe i had a beer too much ,,,,,
whatever .... the future sucks for me .....