yes and no, i saw lisa the other night at her house for a signing and to get more of my stuff and had trouble looking at her. I felt i still had feelings for her and it made it hard for me to look her in the eyes.
She seemed not to understand that I\'ve lost a lot of weight from the breakup rather then working out. It\'s like she doesn\'t realize I\'ve been going through the whole grieving process and have lost heaps of weight from shock, depression and lack of appetite. She just doesn\'t seem to understand that i loved her more then anything. Now I\'m torn, donno how to feel. I guess there will come a day when I\'ll see her and know exactly how i feel. I have days where i could pick up the phone and call her, but i wonder if they\'d be any point. All she\'d have to do is just call me and i\'d probably still wanna talk things out.
Yea i\'m still waiting to do martial arts, got all teh gear, but my brother hurt his leg. When i\'m in the house i\'ll buy a small gym set to help me too.
Only exercise i do is walk every few days.
Playing guitar a bit more then i was too. This weekend i plan to cut down the rest of the grass and fix my car doors. I got a RDO of work on friday so i\'ll try and change my 2 rear car doors then.