That is some tragically shitty news man. I’ll echo Souly’s words and say that while you prepare for the worst, don’t resign yourself to it. Where there is life there is hope. I’ve been witness to miracles, both medical and mystical, throughout my lifetime (I’m 55) and feel conviction that one way or another you Brandon will be among them. So in other words as THX put it, whether you like it or not I’ll be praying for you.
[WA@L] OtOH, if you want to fuck up a perfectly good track record of my prayers being answered and die out of spite just to try and prove faith is groundless well then more power to you [/weak attempt @ levity]