eh. everybody is different. most people are born straight. i was born gay though. i remember having a crush at age 5 when i see some guys took a cute guy into a laundry room in vietnam and that turn me on. not sure what they were doing but i think either they are raping him or beating him up. not sure if it\'s laundry room or something like that. maybe that cute guy is in his mid to late teen i think.
i remember after i got molested at age 8 or 9, like after 3 days later, i was masturbating fantasizing about some vietnamese girls i knew in school and my mom\'s friend daughter who was around my age.
i think i fantasize about them for like several days to around 3 weeks? then i no longer into girls. afterward, its all about boys around my age or older that time. maybe i was mostly gay that time, and a little bit bisexual? then afterward, i am 100% gay.