i can\'t even connect with you on this one...i\'ve never had an experience like that before...closet thing that i remember is that one of my friends..*not one of my closet friends* but two of them were high offa weed and they were playin with a 45...one of them was playin with it thinking it was unloaded and shot my other friend in the temple killing him instantly...my other friend panicked and killed himself....my friends little brother was the one that heard the shots and found both of them dead in the basement....
but hopefully as they say time heals all wounds,..and i wish you well and again i can\'t imagine what you\'re goin\' thru.... moreso your cousins immmediate family...truly sad.