Clowd... you really have to come back down to earth... I can\'t believe how much you\'ve submerged into the "conspiracy theory/ everyone out to get me/world is a sci-fi movie" perspective. I don\'t want to break down my own personal philsophical views on life, but quit being such a pessimist, and loosen up. This "hatred" that your against is hypocritical, because you in fact seem to be one of the most hateful people here.
If you constantly worry about the thorns, then you are going to miss out on the roses.