I am 27 now and quite bitter towards this topic since last year\'s rejection.
I dunno... I could go ranting here about the situation but that would result in a huge text full of frustration, disappointment and sorrow which makes the goal of "me wanting a girlfriend" a contradicting wish anyway. (which girl wants a bitter boyfriend anyway, eh ?)
So,...i sometimes look in the mirror and I can not believe i am 27 ( partially i still feel like 18 or sumthin\' ).
Not to sound arrogant, but I know i look good enough to score rightaway.
Time seems to slip through my hands though like water and i keep asking myself wtf i am doing wrong even though i partially know the answers.
Any relationship ; love or casual is a balance between give & receive. I kept trying going out \'there\' positively but getting very little or no positive feedback.....so that hasn\'t been very encouraging.
With my recent job loss, which is also an opportunity for my true 3D ambition, Q1 2005 feels like a nail in the coffin of all that went wrong in the last part of 04. A clean slate indeed, but it\'s tough to scrape myself up without any concrete focus due this \'hiatus\'
This is as sincere as it gets, but I\'ll end it here otherwise it would needlessly fire up that frustration again.
