yeah i mean, ive been here so long i dunno, i kinda feel some of the peep here as friends...... i really dont see why its so weird, i mean id find it harder talking someone in the face, i mean, ive had some shit, and i thought i was after it, then when i told one of my mates, month after it happend, and the thing that happend was ok ( but not 100% ok), i couldnt help myself but cry. sometimes its easier to write stuff, plus you know its good to say the stuff that happend, some peep may of had it happen t them b4, and you know may be able to help