Ugh... I\'m pissed...

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Yep, at work. I hardly talk to chicks at our school... because I\'m cool.

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Meh.. here\'s a few details...

Usually I give her rides home and stuff like that, last weekend we actually went out together. Almost everyone at my job keeps telling me how much she likes me and how obvious it is I like her, one girl actually thought we were already going out.

However, last night she said that she had a ride. So I assumed she was going with her parents or my boss who usually takes her home. And while I\'m just sitting outside the store waiting to give this other kid a ride, I see her and she\'s kinda startled... Turns out she was getting a ride with this one dude that works with me who is like 20 (*cough*she\'s 16). She kinda looks back, but I just shook my head in disgust and walked to my car.

And today when I saw my mom she told me something VERY interesting... Well the girl\'s mom and my mom work together, and her mom was mad because [sarc]"I"[/sarc] supposedly dropped her off at 10:30 p.m. Thats right, she blamed this on ME. Not only does she play me, she tries to take me down with her? Haha... Unf*cking believable... Turns out [sarc]"I"[/sarc] took her to out to eats and didn\'t drop her off until 3 hours later.

The fact of the matter is, she didn\'t want her mom to find out that she was out with some 20 year old dude last night, so she blamed it on me. I seriously can\'t believe this shit.

I\'ll be talking to her soon.

Originally posted by Bozco
Its better to just not care.  If you let it bother you you\'ll just get more pissed off every time you think about it.  Chicks are evil.

Yeah thats what I initially thought... And I agree with you, that is the best thing to do... However knowing myself, and my lack of self control I just know I\'ll say something....

Yeah Titan, I used to never agree with that comment. But for the first time I actually understand it perfectly.

Yeah... I want to say something that will make her feel bad, yet doesn\'t sound like I want her to feel sorry for me.

And... ugh... I just know that after a month and I\'ll be all cooled down, I\'ll start falling for her... Yes, I suck.

Yeah... key word was "few details"... there\'s plenty of background info that I\'m not at liberty to discuss right now.

I told a guy that works with me and he\'s a good friend and he even admitted how f*cked up it is. And he\'s one of the biggest a-holes on the planet.

And besides, regardless of your opinion on her saving her own ass, the point is she\'s doing it at my expense, so her mom thinks bad of me.

You guys are gonna hate me, but I think all the leaks have been patched up. I hung over at her house pretty much the whole night and we talked about it and stuff. At first when she IMed me asking to call her about it, I had a kind of "disgruntled" tone in my voice. But somehow the guilt shifted on my shoulders and how I was wrong by telling my boss, and I ended up feeling bad. I could tell she was really upset by the whole thing and so I went over to her house and we just hung out. I hope this is the last bump in the road I run into.

Nah dude... I doubt the same thing will happen again. I\'m just gonna bust out the question if she likes me on Saturday. That way I can at least see where we stand.

Hah.... Man you guys are really grillin\' the hell outta me, but I respect your opinions. Right now I\'m hanging out with my sister in Notre Dame for the weekend.. Rutgers sucks ass....  I\'m gonna call the girl later tonight though...

You see, perhaps she did "play" me, but I mean if we weren\'t really involved at the time then is it still considered being played? Chances are you guys could end up right and I\'ll get shit on again, but until that time arrives I\'m still gonna work it out. I left Vegas on Friday morning with a good night with her and I think it was a good foot to let off on when I was away.

So, yeah, I\'ll be back in Vegas like on Tuesday. Time to make my phone call...

Well then I guess I do not understand. If we weren\'t too serious at the time, then it shouldn\'t be a problem to hang out with other people. If another girl wanted to go out to eat I would have done the same. However, I would have at least let her know about it. This girl is not the type who pretends to be upset, and is playing with my head like the way you guys are saying. She is not like that. I\'m pretty good at reading people and her emotions were genuine. Only time will tell...

And another thing...

I have way too much respect and care way too much for this chick just to focus on sleeping with her. Its not even like that at all. Guys are always coming up to me asking did I see what she had on and stuff like that, but the funny thing is I never can remember because the only thing I focus on is her face and eyes.

I partied later than expected and now its midnight there so I don\'t want to take the chance of waking her so I\'ll call tomorrow.

[note to self: NEVER, under any circumstances post problems regarding any girl problem]

Is "blind lust" the phrase of the day?