Today my girlfriend broke up with me. The past week or so she had been relatively distant, so I got a one-on-one chat with her in my car. Many things were said, but the final conclusion was she thought the four years was an impossible feat and she was throwing in the towel. I admit, I cried, I guess the main emotions were anger and pure heartbreak. We\'ve been together for a little over 16 months, and she decides she doesn\'t "love" me two months before we have to separate. She kept apologizing how, "I\'m sorry I don\'t feel how you do", but I was just too mad. I\'ve never cheated on her, hit her, cursed her out, or anything of that sort. Anybody that knows me knows I treated this girl like a princess, and in the end it wasn\'t good enough.
So, she left my car apologizing over and over. Before I drove off, I threw all her memorabilia stuff in my car out on her driveway. I was just too pissed to even see any of it. I did keep these pair of fuzzy skulls she bought me for christmas though because they are cool.
Oh, and lastly, I\'ve been relatively hush-hush on the subject of sex and stuff primarily because Stapler being here and he is such a cockblocker. I figured if he knew anything he\'d tell her I said something, and I was just paranoid about it in general. Well, this girl did take my virginity, it was about 10 months into the relationship, roughly before thanksgiving. So all you, "did you hit it?" guys can finally feel satisfied. Anyways thats my least of concerns... I\'m just gonna try and suck this up, and get ready for college.
