Aw hell...paul, now yer makin\' me feel bad,...just so you know i was laughing at LIC\'s comment,...not at you...:thumb:....and i know it\'s easy sayin\' this from the outside lookin\' in, but paul,...you gotta somehow build up your self-confidence,....you gotta somehow dig yourself outta that dark pit that seems like you\'re never going to be able to get out of....do you have other brothers and sisters to talk to or maybe other relatives?
I don\'t think it\'s safe to say you\'re a failure yet,..as i\'m assuming you\'re still fairly young, but prolonged depression and self doubt can really take a toll on one\'s mental. Do you have any people\'s that you can maybe chill or hang out with? or maybe some type or recreational activity?.... you still have time to turn it around, that said tho,..if you\'re constantly around negatvity and negative people, well that can make the process that much harder and that\'s only if you really are surrounded by negative folk.
I mean i know we laugh and joke in here, but it\'s really not cool to hear people put themselves down the way you do,....if you\'re too young to leave the crib *which i\'m assuming you are*, then the best i can suggest is to be more active in other activities or stuff that you like to do......you say your mom\'s put you down and talks negatively towards you, but sometimes(and i don\'t know for sure if this is your case) but parents give what i call tough love to their kids, and maybe they say things that you may not like, but deep down they are doing it to get you motivated to be a better person than they ever where,....in those types of situations they are doing it in your best interest....but again i really don\'t know what the situation is,..the bottom line is that you need to find a way outta that rut you\'re in....
