Sorry to hear that man, i always think of it this way, god isn\'t firing you, you\'re just quitting first.
I had a mate that used to work with me too, he killed himself and his brother found him, a few months later. Brother killed himself too.. This is indeed a fucked up world we live in and we have only ourselves to blame. I once found a dood dead too, not sure if i ever posted here about it, but that was pretty fucked up.
If you\'re gonna kill yourself, at least take other fuckers with you
or even better, rob a bank, atleast u can get some money and live a little first.