yeah, i have received your private message. thank you for being there for me.
i would to clarify on my previous post on this thread, the reasons why i lost most interest in videogames since 2002 is probably i grown out of it as i turned adulthood and probably head injury that i had 6 years prior. But i still have interest in watching movies and tv back then as a way to past time.
This past 8 years, its different as i fallen into some kind of depression that i rarely watch movies and rarely play video games that i spend many of my time listening to musics only. i listened to way too much musics that there are times where i got sick and tired of it. at least, i still have lots of interest in listening to musics and songs. otherwise, i will be bored and depress to death.
But lately, this past 1 and a half year of life, i practice martial arts at the park on many weekdays that it lifts me up. especially when i improved on my martial arts. on somedays where i didn't practice martial arts, i make it up on the weekends.
except yesterday and probably today too since i wasn't able to get enough sleep. this past couple of days, i have trouble sleeping that i didn't bother practicing martial arts at the park because of not enough sleep. right now its late at night and i still wasn't able to sleep that i think i will skip martial arts practice today too. hopefully i get enough sleep later tonight and forward so i can continue practice martial arts at the park about 5 days a week.