Or at least I think I know.
Some of you referr me as a crazy poster; a person who posts to almost every topic but isn\'t a spammer. Well, against all odds, I find that suiting me. I usually try to give a thought to my posts, even if I write much ( that doesn\'t change the fact; only that you can see I spend lots of time here.. this is the only forum I really HAVE you know! I know some of you who post to many forums... ).
Now, like I stated in my poll-thread, I am too scared to post like I was GOING to, and what I have always done ( and yesterday it was just the "Nice to see this forum again" -craze mind you! ); so forth posting here today is uncomfortable. I don\'t really know where the mods draw the line and I feel the danger of getting banned.
Today I had a really busy day, but I writed in the morning and just when I came from school. I had bowling and boxing. I had to run from place to place. The only hope of surviving the day was this forum. A place to relax. A place to write a lot. A place to give your thought and pass it around. A place to enjoy your free time.
I don\'t know how serious were the replies of Samwise and mm, but I got offended; or at least embarrassed, as I now saw what some of you thinked of me. What if there is my name after every thread?
Do you really care? If my posts are fun and good read that is.
Personally, I think I am NOT a spammer. If I am, the rules of these forums are too strict. As I seriously try not to be, but post lot at the same time. And I succeed very well in my opinion. And like I said, yesterday was a crazy day anyway.
I hope you will accept me as who I am in the near future, as if you don\'t, and draw me lines closer to where they were, I will stop posting here as I thought you didn\'t care about how much I posted, but what I posted.
I hope I am all wrong here, and you think the complete opposite than I think you think ( and this is addressed quite directly to the mods here ). Prove me wrong and I will be happy.
Accept with the thoughts I think you\'re thinking... Well, it will just be sad for me as I will lose the feel of freedom...