Well, I have nothing personal against you, but I see lots of courage in you of coming back and admitting all that. That signs this is more than "just another forum" to you, and that\'s why I welcome you back - and to stay- with us. You know the story about the father, and the son, and the son leaves his home, moves elsewhere, but loses all his money in a short while, and comes back apologizing - and is forgiven, and even celebrated.
So, I shall raise a toast for you, and call this your celebration thread.
I think even the p1ssed ones agree with me here.