Drunk, eh?  Feeling used by her, eh?
I think you need to do a little bangin\' yourself.  If you don\'t know anyone to call, try an \'escort\' service.  If that doesn\'t work, you should smash something un-valuable and big into oblivion with a hammer.  Heh heh, smashing things will always relieve some of that tension.
I hate to see such a long relationship end poorly, but hey, look at the silver lining - you lost some weight (course, that\'s bad if you were a skinny guy)....