Ah, man. Lucas, let me put it this way: it sucks to see you like this. I know you\'re confused and saddened, but you have to someway pull yourself out of this hole. I\'m not sure exactly how old you are, but I know that you\'re pretty young. There are plently more fish(or as EmperorRob said, donkeys) in the sea. I know it hurts you to have to part with someone who you have been with for so long and love so much, but you have to realize that this girl is really messed up, and you deserve better.
I just noticed your new location: Hell..for now at least. I know you have gotta feel like you\'re in hell right now, but just try to keep on truckin\', try to forget, keep an optimistic attitude, and you\'ll get through it.